(ENJOY!)
DEAR DIARY, (9/2/2024)
(1-ONCE UPON A TIME, ON A LOVELY EVENING, MANY LONG, LONG, YEARS AGO, THERE LIVED A YOUNG TEEN-GIRL-KID, THAT WAS ME-AND,-MY NAME IS DR.A.C.E RUSHMAN/CHEESMAN/SKYWALKER, AND, I HAD A FAIRLY STANDARD NORMAL CHILDHOOD, AND, I HAVE ONE HALF-SISTER AND ONE HALF-BROTHER, AND, I DON'T KNOW MY HEIGHT AND WEIGHT FOR IT, YET, AND, I GET THE STRANGEST FEELINGS LIKE ME AND DR.T.LIGHT'S FAMILY IN THE MEGAMAN WORLDS ARE CONNECTED, EVEN THOUGH THE UNITED WORLDS-BATTLES HAVE OR HAVEN'T HAPPENED FOR IT, YET, AND, I DON'T WANNA BE IN ANOTHER WAR FOR IT, EITHER, BUT, I CAN'T HELP IT, FOR BEING A BORN-KUNG-FU-FIGHTER FOR IT! ALSO, AND, I'M NOT THE ONLY HERO IN TOWN, I'M GLAD THAT I WAS NOT THE ONLY ONE FOR IT, TOO. I MADE A LOT OF MISTAKES ALONG THE WAYS, AT SCHOOL AND AT WORK, TOO. AND, I'VE BEEN CAP.KNIGHTSHADE-2-AKA-SPIDERWOMAN-OR-BATWOMAN IN TRAINING FOR MANY YEARS AND WEEKS, NOW, AND, I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I WANNA BE A HERO FOR THE REST OF MY LIFES FOR IT, YET, TOO. I MISS MY LEGIONS OF SUPERHEROES TEAMS-FRIENDS WHO GOT ME STARTED INTO THIS HEROIC-MESS FOR IT, TOO. AND, I WONDER IF ANY OF THEM MISS ME, AS MUCH AS I MISS THEM IN IT FOR IT AS WELL, TOO. I MISS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS SOMETIMES, EVEN THOUGH, THEY'VE MADE THEIR MISTAKES ALONG THE WAYS FOR IT, TOO. I WENT TO SCHOOL, FINISHED SCHOOL, AND, GRADUATED FROM HIGHSCHOOL, TOO. I DON'T LIKE ON WHAT I ALWAYS HAVE TO DO, BUT, I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO DO IT, TOO. I'M NOT LIKE THE OTHERS, TOO. I WAS NOT BITTEN BY A RADIOACTIVE SPIDER, YET, I'VE BEEN LAZY, I'VE BEEN BUSY JOB-SEARCHING, AND, I'VE BEEN BUSY BAND-SEARCHING FOR MY TEAM OF LEGIONS OF SUPERHEROES-TEAM-2 FOR IT, TOO. BUT, TODAY, IS ALWAYS ANEW DAY FOR IT, IT COULD BE ON ANYDAY FOR IT, TOO. ANYWAY, FOR THE LAST NINE-ISH MONTHS IN A ROW, I'VE BEEN MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS, PLAYING IT COOL ON THE DOWN-LOW, I FOUND LOVE, BUT, SADLY, THEN, LOVE GOT TESTY FOR ME, AND, I'M TRYING MY BEST HERE TO FIND WORK, BUT, WORK FOR ME, RIGHT NOW, IT'S JUST COMPLICATED FOR IT, TOO. NOW, I'M ON MY OWN, WITH OR WITHOUT SOME HELP FROM NICK FURY, TOO. I THOUGHT THAT I KNEW THE REST, YOU PROBABLY ALREADY KNOW THE REST, TOO. LET'S DO THINGS DIFFERENTLY, NOW, THIS TIME, HIS NAME WAS KING FREDERIC, AND, HE HASN'T ALWAYS HAD IT THIS EASY, AND, HE'S NOT THE ONLY AVATAR-FINAL-DREAMER-HERO IN TOWN, TOO. I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT HIM, BUT, SADLY, I DID, TOO. AND, NOW, I DON'T KNOW ON HOW TO FIX IT, TOO. I'M MOSTLY FINE, TOO. I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE IN A BAND, TOO. I GUESS THAT I NEVER FOUND THE RIGHT ONES, BUT, SADLY, I GUESS THAT I DIDN'T IN IT FOR IT, TOO. I HAVEN'T ALWAYS HAD IT THAT EASY FIGHTING FAKE BAD GUYS FOR WORK, TOO. I LOST GRANDPA AND GRANDMA RISLEY, THEY MAYBE GONE, BUT, FROM SADLY TO GLADLY, WE ALWAYS TRY TO REMEMBER THEM FOR THE DAY OF THE DEAD-HOLIDAY, AND, ON A HALLOWEEN HOLIDAY, AGAIN, TOO. HOW CAN WE GO ON OR MOVE ON WITHOUT THEM?!... ALSO, USUALLY SCREAMING OUT A BAD GUYS NAME TO CALL OUT FOR THEM TO GET THEIR ATTENTIONS FOR THIS BATTLE WORKS FOR IT, TOO. FOR THE LAST 2020ISH YEARS, OR SO, AND, I'VE BEEN MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS, PLAYING IT COOL, AND, AVOIDING FIGHTS FROM BULLIES AND VILLAINS FOR IT, I DON'T WANT A CONFRONTATIONS FROM ANY OF THEM FOR IT OUT HERE, I JUST WANNA LIVE MY NORMAL LIFE LIKE ON HOW EVERYONE ELSE DOES IT FOR IT, TOO. I DON'T WANNA END UP IN ALL OF THE WRONG PLACES FOR IT, EITHER, TOO. I HAVEN'T ALWAYS HAD IT EASY FOR ME, AS A HERO, BUT, I HAVE BEEN DOING FINE AS A NORMAL HUMAN BEING FOR IT, TOO. I WANNA BE FREE! I WANNA BE GONE FROM THIS WORLD! I WANNA TRAVEL THE WORLDS FOR IT, SOMEDAY, TOO! I DON'T WANT MY LIFE TO BE IN SLAVERY OR RULED BY SOME EVIL KING OR QUEEN! I MAYBE A LIGHTSABER-SWORD-JEDI-PADAWAN-MANDOLORIAN IN TRAINING, BUT, I'VE GOT IT COVERED, I'VE GOT MY OWN BACK TO TAKE CARE OF AND, I MAY HAVE TAKEN SO MANY HITS IN TRAINING OR OUTSIDE OF MY WORK, BUT, I ALWAYS TRY TO GET MYSELF BACK UP FOR IT, TOO. I'M TIRED, I'M ALWAYS TIRED, TOO. MASKS, HEROES, VILLAINS, I MAY NOT HAVE VALUED MY LIFE ENTIRELY FOR IT, YET, BUT, I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO IT FOR IT, TOO. I JUST WANNA BE SEEN! I WANNA BE HEARD! I WANNA BE OUT THERE AND MAKING MY MARKS FOR IT! THE ONLY PESTS THAT WE HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF OUT HERE ARE WITCHES AND VILLAINS AND MONSTERS!!... WE DON'T HAVE ANY DRAGONS, BUT, WE DID HAVE SOME DINOSAURS THAT LOOKED LIKE DRAGONS, BUT, THEY AREN'T MOSTLY DRAGONS FOR HERE FOR IT IN IT, TOO. I JUST WANNA WRITE BOOKS, MY WAY FOR IT, BUT, MOM AND THE OTHERS ARE ALWAYS LIKE, IT NEEDS TO BE CHANGED DIFFERENTLY, GIVE US MORE DESCRIPTIONS ABOUT IT, DO THIS, DO THAT! I JUST WANNA DO AND WRITE DOWN ON ABOUT WHAT I WANNA WRITE FOR IT, YA KNOW?!... WHY CAN'T WE ALL JUST MOVE ON AND LIKE IT FOR HOW IT IS FOR IT ANYWAY?!... I'VE BEEN CALLING OUT TO CAP.JESUS CHRIST AND MY FRIENDS THE LEGIONS OF SUPERHEROES TEAM FOR A SIGN FROM THEM, BUT, SADLY, STILL NO ANSWERS FROM THEM FOR IT, YET, TOO. IT'S GLAD TO SEE SOME JEDI HEROES OF OLD LIKE RAPUNZEL AND EUGENE COME BACK FROM THE DEAD TO HELP US FOR IT, AGAIN, TOO. I HAVEN'T SEEN OR HEARD FROM MY SISTER OR BROTHER IN WEEKS, TOO. JUST LIKE JESUS CHRIST DID FROM IT, TOO. TWICE FOR IT, TOO. HOW CAN WE FIGHT AS ONE AS A TEAM, IF THERE'S NO TEAM TO WORK FOR IT, EITHER, TOO!?!... I DO GLASS FORAGING AND BLACKSMITHING AND HUNTING FOR A LIVING, AND, IT'S FUN FOR ME FOR IT, AGAIN, TOO. I WANNA BE A HERO! I WANNA BE OUT THERE! I WANNA MAKE MY MARKS! I WANNA BE A FIGHTER LIKE THE REST OF THE OTHER HEROIC KIDS OUT THERE! CAUSE KILLING OR STOPPING A WITCH OR A MONSTER OUT HERE IS EVERYTHING OUT HERE, AND, BACK THEN, THEY ACTUALLY HANGED WITCHES AND KILLED WITCHES FOR A LIVING FOR IT, TOO. AS I SIT DOWN HERE BACK AT HOME, IN LAFAYETTE, INDIANNA, I FEAR THAT THE PEACE WE HAVE IS NOT TO LAST IN IT FOR IT, EITHER, TOO. I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS, NOT OUT LOUD FOR IT, ANYWAY, TOO. MY BUSINESS IN WRITING HAS BEEN GOING GREAT, I QUITTED SOME WRITING JOBS THAT I DIDN'T WANNA BE IN IT ANYMORE FOR IT, TOO. I WANNA BE SET FREE FROM HOME! BUT, SADLY, I CAN'T LEAVE HOME, YET, CAUSE OUTSIDE OF MY HOME, THE WORLD IS DANGEROUS TO LEAVE IN IT FOR IT, YET, TOO. I'M NOT MUCH OF A TALKATIVE PERSON, I'M MORE OF A SHY PERSON OUT HERE FOR IT, TOO. BEFORE THE LEGIONS OF SUPERHEROES TEAM AND BEFORE PRINCESS RAPUNZEL OF THE RESISTANCE TEAM WAS BORN IN MY FUTURE, THERE WAS KING FREDERIC, I BECAME FRIENDS WITH HIM IN PEACE, AND, HE HAS ALWAYS HAD IT EASY, HE DIDN'T MAKE A WHOLE LOT OF FRIENDS, BUT, HE HAD LOVE, HE HAD A FAMILY, AND, LIFE CAN TURN ITSELF AROUND, AND, LIFE CAN JOBS CAN COME IN ALL DIFFERENT SHAPES AND SIZES JUST LIKE US FOR IT, TOO. SOMETIMES, I WISH THAT MY LIFE WAS DIFFERENT FOR ME, THAT I WASN'T BORN TO BE A HERO, AND, THAT I WAS JUST ANOTHER MINDLESS-RUNAWAY-LIKE-KID IN THE CROWDS FOR IT, TOO. SOMETIMES, I THINK THAT MY FAMILY IS CURSED, BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FAMILY, WHO HAD THIS DAD, WHO ONCE TOOK CARE OF US, AND, HE HAD A DREAM TO PLAY FOR HIS FAMILY, BUT, ALSO, FOR THE WORLD FOR HIS FANS, AND, HE LEFT WITH HIS STUFF, AND, HE NEVER RETURNED FOR IT TO IT, AND, I DIDN'T HAVE TIME TO CRY OVER THAT ONE-MOSTLY-HEARTLESS MUSICIAN-ACTOR! I ROLLED UP MY SLEEVES AND STARTED MY OWN WRITING-BUSINESS, TOO. BUT, SADLY, HIS LEGACY STILL LIVES ON FOR BEING MOSTLY GOOD FOR IT, TOO. AS THE WRITING BUSINESS OF MINE GREW WITHIN IT, SO DID MY FAMILY, AND, MUSIC AND ACTING HAS BEEN NOT ALLOWED HERE IN MY FAMILY, AND, IT HAS TORN ME AND MY FAMILY APART, BUT, WRITING DOWN MY FEELINGS AND POEMS AND SONGS HELD IT ALTOGETHER FOR IT AS WELL, AND, I'M NOT JUST DIFFERENT LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE IN LIKE THE REST OF MY FAMILY FOR IT, TOO. WELL, I TRIED ONCE TIME TO BE AN ACTOR-HERO FOR THE ACTING JOBS, BUT, SADLY, IT DIDN'T END SWELL FOR IT, TOO. I'M SCARED, I'M TIRED, I JUST WANNA GO OFF TO MY NEW HOME, I'M LOW ON CASH, MY LIFE IS MOSTLY LIKE A HUMILIATIONS FOR ME AND MY FAMILY, I'M LOST AND CONFUSED AND SO UNSURE OF IT, NOW, I DIDN'T KNOW ON WHAT TO DO FOR IT, EITHER, NOW, TOO. IT'S NOT EASY BEING ME FOR IT, TOO. MY HISTORY WITH MY ANSCESTORS KNOWS NO BOUNDARIES FOR IT, TOO. I'M DISTANTLY RELATED TO SOME ROYALTIES IN MY LIFE FOR IT, TOO. MY GYPSY-SEER-MAN-FRIEND TELLS ME OF A VISION-THAT-I'M-GONNA-BE-A-QUEEN-SOMEDAY IN MY FUTURE, BUT, SADLY, I DON'T WANNA BE A QUEEN, I DON'T EVEN KNOW ON HOW TO BE A QUEEN, AND, I DON'T EVEN THINK THAT BEING A QUEEN OF HEAVEN IS EVEN THE RIGHT JOBS FOR ME, YET, EITHER, TOO. I WANNA BE A NORMAL PERSON-HERO IN THE CROWDS FOR IT, TOO! I WANNA BE A FIGHTER! I WANNA BE A SINGER-POPSTAR! I WANNA OWN MY OWN CAFE-TAVERN-LIKE-INN-HOTEL-HOME SOMEDAY, FOR ME, TOO! DURING MY RETIREMENT DAYS FOR IT, ANYWAY, TOO. LIFE FOR ME COULDN'T BE THAT MUCH SWEETER FOR ME, TOO. IT SEEMS THAT EVERYWHERE I GO, LIFE IS ALWAYS JUST SMACKING MY HEAD AND ME IN THE FACES FOR IT, AND, I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO CLEAN UP THE MESSES FOR IT, LIKE AS A JANITOR-WOMAN IN THIS JOB FOR IT, TOO. I HAD A DREAM FOR MYSELF TOO, LIKE MARTIN LUTHER KING JUNIOR DID FOR HIMSELF, BUT, SADLY, IT'S NOT THE SAME THINGS FOR IT, TOO. I WISH THAT THE FROZEN PEOPLE OF ARENDELLE WOULD'VE JUST SHOWN TO US THE TRUTHS ABOUT OUR PAST, INSTEAD OF JUST HIDING IT AWAY FROM US, TOO. I BELIEVE THAT THERE IS PEACE FOR US, SOMEDAY, I BELIEVE THAT SOMEDAY, JESUS CHRIST IS GONNA COME BACK TO HIS COMMON SENSES, AND NOT STIR UP ANY EVIL TROUBLE ANY MORE FOR IT, SOMEDAY, TOO. I WANNA HIDE AND SEEK OUT MY OWN DESTINY AND FATE! I WANNA BE SEEN AND HEARD OUT THERE! I WANNA BE AN ACTOR-HERO-STAR! I WANNA MAKE MY MARKS! I WANNA BE FREE FROM HOME-PRISONS! I WANNA BE OUT THERE! I WANNA BE LIKE THE FIGHTER GUYS OUT THERE! SOMEDAY, I'LL GET OUT THERE FOR ME, BUT, SADLY, NOT TODAY! IS THAT SO WRONG FOR IT?!... WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG FOR IT?!...
(IT'S THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE FOR IT, KIDS, SO LIVE IT WELL!...)
(TO BE CONTINUED!...)
GAME OVER. THE END.
