Letter to My Angel Sidharth

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It's been 3 years but it seems like just yesterday...still in disbelief that you are not here...sometimes I put myself in delusion that you are happy and living private life with Rita maa and family....it helps to great extend to forget the pain of losing someone who we didn't meet in person or known them as person....people still get amused and annoyed how do I still feel soo much for you and mourn as if it was my personal loss ...but how do i explain them it was and it is my personal loss, i connected to you on soul level wanting nothing in return but was happy that u exist...your soul was soo good that I felt connected with that ...it felt like I have known for you for years...I admired you as a son to rita maa...I really wish my son will be like you ...I admired u as friend, brother, man and as human...you taught me so many things by giving me small glimpse of your life....when I see the world that was around you I feel that maybe God knew that you are not for this selfish place now and he took you to better place.
I was angry at God how he has taken you away and all the bad people around you are happy and living their life...but then I realised this is not reality...reality is living ur soul purpose...you were happy when you are going and you will remain happy in other side of this reality...not many people get that...you were God's favorite...he will give you unconditional love there with him ...I will always remember you sometimes crying...sometimes smiling but I will always remember.....you are my angel ...until we meet next time Sidharth.

Love.

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