huh, updates I guess about my life

uh hello?

I'm hi-5-origami-weirdo and well I'm doing this while I do "homework" so please I'm doing time for this even tho I've been planning this for months. And these is actual things I do in my day-to-day life and things that are traumatizing for me cause well it has happened to me and well"trauma" so yeah... enjoy the first storytime I guess. i would love for yall to comment like fr cause I'm lonely so ye. 

TIME: 3:03 AM, agust 12

Yall, I'm writing this from Google Docs, ok, so yeah... anyways I'm eating raw Maruchan from the foam cup and watching animation memes of Sally Face, FNF, FNAF, Country Humans, DreamSMP, etc. You may be asking why. Well because my life is Fricking h3ll that's why. This is the 2nd meal I've eaten today 😭 my 1st meal was pancakes, which made my stomach hurt, and my last meal of the day is fricking Maruchan. I'll continue to watch YouTube but this time I will be watching Special Edd, bye >:D

Yes, I'm going insane someone ends my misery cause I'm losing my will to live also I finished eating my Maruchan.

TIME: 4:33 PM, agust 12

Yo, I'm back I breaded the front of my hair >:D I look stupid and my friend said I look like a femboy 🥲 I'm currently in my room while writing this on my computer with no phone nor have I talked to nobody since Sunday (other than my friend talking thru my mom phone) 🙂 send help

TIME: 1:17 AM, agust15

😭 my mother took my computer, and I got it back as you can read... I'm good at being friends with teenagers with autism 🙂 I don't know why I write that... f#ck

TIME: 5:17 AM, agust 15

Why hello there, I'm tired, I should probably rest, I have a horrible headache my intrusive thoughts are making me go insane I'm making notes about the psych ward, how they work, and how long is your penalty to stay there for whatever reason you where put there, so yea... im not ok as you can see, the reason I'm doing notes is well... you know, just forget it.

TIME: 5:38 AM, agust 15

Yall, my dad is getting ready to work 😭 Man, why the f#ck am I still up, I shouldn't have drank the black coffee... by the way when I heard their bedroom room open I swear my soul left my body, cause I was watching a f#cking horror movie, about a hunted pre-school and was seeing documentaries... about murder cases, which I shouldn't be watching at night... but oh-well... sucks to suck am I right?... no?... no one... ok I'll shut up then (unu) by the way my dad left like 5 minutes ago, just saying 🙂

TIME: 6:47 AM, agust 15

Uh... i'm still up... yay...

TIME: 7:34 AM august 27

Um... I can hear the birds singing 👍 the sun came out I officially haven't slept for 24hr :) 

I will try to publish once a week at least ok?  

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