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"Kyunki~"
[Because]

Nidhi squeezed his hands assuringly. His  breath tightened and a tear slipped from his eyes. Fuck, who says a man can't have his own emotional outbreaks. Nidhi somehow sensed his discomfort to say futher.

She pulled his hands and initiated to sleep pulling him~

"Chaliye so jaiye, koi jaroorat nahi hai, Jab pta chalna hoga lag jayega, aur Hamein Maa banna hai ,lekin abhi ke abhi to nahi, aap bhi na kuch jyada hi Soch Rahe hain~"

[Come, let's sleep, there's no need, I will know when the time comes, and I want to get pregnant but not right now, and you too are thinking too much~]

They both laid down on the bed. Nidhi squeezed her eyes shut and pretended to sleep. Rajeev knew she was just pretending to sleep, he himself couldn't sleep. His thoughts wild and the main concern was "what if she doesn't want to live with me, after all she is a young girl with her own needs, and what if she looses interest and pity me, and just cause she can't leave she thinks of bearing this marriage with no strong base that is required for the relationship to Bloom?"

He spoke knowing too well that she is listening _

"Dactor ne kaha hai ki accident ke baad hamara Ling ab kaam nahi karega- Matlab ham tumhe Patni ka yaun sukh nahi de payenge~"

[Doctor said that after accident my penis has become inactive- which means is won't be able to provide you sexual  pleasure of being my wife~]

She turned around slowly but Rajeev couldn't hold his gaze to her. His gaze straight at the ceiling waiting for her to react. She placed her hand on his cheek and pulled his face to her_

"Humse ye batane ko aap hichkicha rhe the, biwi hai hum aaki, itna bhi vishwas nahi hai aapko hamp~"

[You were hasistent to speak about it to me, you Don't trust me this mu~]

"Nidhi, bahut tuta hai hamara vishwas_ ab jab kisi par vishwas Kiya Hai toh vo sirf tum par~ "

[Nidhi, my trust has been broken so many times, now that I trust someone it's only you~]

"Hamein aapse waada chahiye~ "

[I want a promise from you~]

"Kaisa waada?"

[What promise?]

"Ki aap kabhi apne aap ko hamare upar bojh nahi samjhenge, hum aapke Bina nahi reh sakte Rajeev~ aap hamein apne se dur mat kijiyega kabhi bhi~"

[That you will never think of yourself as a burden to me, I can't live without you rajeev~ Don't separate me from you ever~]

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