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Ritsuka stepped onto the balcony, carrying two steaming cups of coffee, the warmth of the mugs seeping into his hands. It was already midnight, the world around them quiet and still, with only the soft chirping of crickets to break the silence. As he approached Morgan, he found her sitting gracefully on the bench, her elegant figure bathed in the soft, silvery light of the full moon.
She was wearing a sleek, professional outfit—a white blouse that hugged her form and a dark pencil skirt, her long, flowing hair cascading over her shoulders. The moonlight seemed to dance in her eyes, reflecting off her pale skin and making her look almost ethereal. The sight was breathtaking—both the moon and the way its light danced on Morgan's features. Ritsuka paused in the doorway, just taking her in, and for a moment, Ritsuka found himself lost in thought, simply admiring the woman he loved.
Morgan turned her head slightly, catching him in his quiet reverie. A gentle smile spread across her lips, and that simple gesture was enough to bring a smile to Ritsuka's face as well. He walked over to join her, sitting beside her on the bench. For a while, they just sat in silence, watching the moon and sipping their coffee and handle her a coffee.
"Thank you, Ritsuka," Morgan said softly, her voice warm and soothing, matching the serene atmosphere of the night.
They sipped their coffee in comfortable silence, the cool night air wrapping around them. The moon hung high in the sky, casting its glow over the landscape, creating a scene of tranquil beauty. The stars twinkled faintly, and the vastness of the night sky stretched out before them, a reminder of the endless possibilities and the challenges they had faced together.
As they finished their coffee, Morgan leaned against Ritsuka, resting her head on his shoulder. Ritsuka could feel the softness of her hair against his cheek, the warmth of her body close to his. He instinctively wrapped an arm around her, holding her gently as they continued to gaze up at the sky. eventually, the thoughts that had been swirling in Ritsuka's mind found their way to his lips.
"Morgan…" Ritsuka began, his voice quiet, almost hesitant. "Do you… really want to have children with me?"
Morgan's body tensed slightly at the question, but she didn't pull away. Instead, she closed her eyes, focusing on the steady beat of Ritsuka's heart beneath her ear. "I do," she admitted softly. "I've thought about it often, especially when I see Karen. I want to give her a sibling. I want to have that family… with you." she finally replied, her voice tinged with affection.
Ritsuka's heart swelled at her words, but the joy was tempered by a familiar ache. "I… I want that too, Morgan. More than anything, I want to be the kind of father who can be there for his children, guide them, protect them." He paused, his voice faltering as emotions tightened his throat. "But… what if I'm not capable of that? What if… I'm not worthy of it?"
Morgan lifted her head slightly, enough to look at him, concern and love in her eyes. "What do you mean, Ritsuka?"
He closed his eyes, the memories of his past weighing heavily on him. "I've done terrible things, Morgan. I destroyed the Lostbelts, entire worlds, and I did it with my own hands. How could any child look up to a father who's done something like that? I… I'm afraid, Morgan. I'm afraid that… what I've done, who I am… it's made me unworthy of being a father. It's made me… less."
Tears welled in his eyes, and he couldn't stop them from falling. "No child deserves a father who's a monster, Morgan. No child deserves someone like me."
Morgan's heart ached at his words, at the pain he was holding inside. She could see the toll it had taken on him, how it had affected every part of him, even his ability to feel desire. She knew this wasn't just about having children; it was about everything that had been building up inside him.
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