It's sad cause I'm sad
It's angry when I angry
It's likely not ever happy
Why would I be here
If I'm happy?
I dive in
So deep
To avoid
The pain
So pain I seek
To numb the moment
For another
Pain I love
So it's not as bad
Or so I'll say
It's not a pain
For me
If it doesn't hurt
The craze to
Seek
To seek
Something other
In a book
In the moment
In the pain
I'll stay clever
And I'll stay safe
I'll never let the pain
Cause harm
No matter how sad
No matter how angry
So play safe,
Learn consent,
Find safe places,
Safe people
So sadness doesn't lead to pain
You can't undo
