the disastrous life of erika o

09/04/24 - September 4th, 2024 - Wednesday

this morning it was hard to get out of bed, like usual

I wake up as late as I possibly can for school, which is 6:30 am

even with that much sleep I'm always tired

but it was okay because this morning I got to hangout with william before school started

I have a feeling my friend valeria is jealous of how much me and him are hanging out

me and valeria both like william

I feel bad, because I know she'd never have the guts to talk to him

but at the same time I kind of want her to be jealous

when I first told her I liked william, she said

"oh, that's the guy I like"

and after that she kept asking me stuff like

"oh my god, erika should I talk to william?"

it pissed me off

I know I'm better than her though, because she's had his phone number for a long time

yet she doesn't text him

she doesn't like him how I do

anyways, enough about valeria

for the past two days, we've been hanging out before school and walking to his class together when school starts

it's really fun to talk to him

he does this adorable thing that whenever he talks, he always smiles

it's the cutest thing ever

it makes my heart melt whenever I see his silly little smile

I really just want to hug him so bad, he looks warm

we only have one class together, and we're in different lunch periods

we have 3rd hour biology

today we had an extra 15 minutes after class, and I went and sat next to him and talked the entire time

when class ended, I walked with him to his 4th hour and we talked about how weird the names for things in our school are

I said it was weird how each period was called an hour, even though it's only 50-55 minutes

he said it was close enough

then I said it was weird how they called it advisory instead of homeroom, and he agreed

when we reached his class he said "alright, go eat food or whatever"

and I said "bye bye! :D"

I wouldn't call myself a bubbly person but for some reason I've always said bye like that, no matter who it is

my best friends, my parents, william, everyone gets that cutesy little goodbye

I hope he doesn't find it weird, because I can't control it

it just comes out that way

something I'm really excited for is that last night we agreed I could go to his house on saturday

it's a little scary, because his parents are extremely religious and I'm worried about making a good first impression on them

I saw them at open house and they seem really nice, so as long as I'm polite I think I'll be fine

william has 2 younger siblings, I can't help but wonder what they're like

william has 2 cats as well, named felix and bellatrix

I'm really excited to see them too, I love cats

I'm surprised he and his parents agreed to let me come over this soon, but I'm really only going over because his birthday is on sunday and his parents are extremely strict on sundays, meaning I couldn't come over then even if I tried

I'll have to give him his gift a day before his actual birthday, which kind of sucks

but at least I get to give him a gift

I think thats all I have today, thanks for tuning in :)