SCARS

chapter 36

Sarah's pov

I dont know what I am feeling right now. I am so happy that Noah's gonna be away from those horny-pants ~Yeah that's what I named them.~ but I am pissed that Noah was with them at the first place.

I can't get the image of molly on top of him over my mind. Urgh!

"What's wrong?" Noah asked.

As soon as we talked in the bathroom, I told him to drop me home. I don't feel good bothering him everytime but guess I hv no options.

Why do I even come in these parties anyways!

"Nothing. uhm sorry for bothering you again and again-"

"Tess I told you 17 times now that it's okay! I wouldn't have let you go alone anyways and it doesn't bother me at all!" He said.

"Ok." I sinked in my seat.

"Oh did I mention that you look soo damnn fucking gorgeous in that dress?" He asked winking, and I couldn't stop but blush.

Aw!

I turned my face to the window to hide my cheeks.

"Come on red cheeks! Don't act like you don't know how beautiful you are."

No I don't know. I am not.

Then the reality sunk in.. I am not beautiful. That's what they say. That's what is true. He is just saying this to make you feel nice. You are pathetic! Soo fucking pathetic!-

"Hey what's wrong? What are you thinking?"he asked but I am unable to hear him because of my clouded thoughts of self-awareness.

"Yeah? Yeah what were you saying?" I asked. He put a hand on top of mine while other on the steering wheel.

"Are you okay? What's bothering you? You can tell me, alright?"

"Yeah sure I am fine!" I smiled. "Nothings wrong! Don't worry about me." I said, flapping my hands in air.

He squeezed my hand and turned towards the road and didn't said anything.

We soon reached home. He parked the car and I got out and walked towards my house.

"Wait Tess, don't go far. I will come with you. It's not safe to walk alone at night you know." Noah's overprotective self said.

"Oh shit!" I said looking towards the door to my house. "My mother's home!" I nearly lost my soul.

Noah is standing next to me by now. I pushed his arm and said "go home! She can't see you!"

Wait she can't see me out this late! She's gonna beat the shit Outta me!

"What?" Noah asked looking at my panicked self.

"Leave! Now! Pls!"

"Uh-what?.. o-ok" Noah said, looking at my flabbergasted self. "Are you ok?"

"Fuck ya! I am soo fucking great! Now go!" I whisper-shouted.

"Ok" he said and went towards his car and left after giving me his countless confused "are you sure you okay" looks.