SOHINI POV
A family gathering at our house was a significant event, and I was determined to make it flawless. I spent the entire day helping with preparations, from setting up intricate decorations to arranging a vast array of food. I was exhausted by the end of it, but I felt a sense of accomplishment knowing everything was in place.
As I settled in beside my sister, who was peacefully slumbering, I thought I'd finally get some rest after a long day. But then, someone quietly lay down next to me. I assumed it was my aunt, who often showed affection by hugging me while I slept. I was used to her gentle embraces, so I didn't think twice about it. However, as this person wrapped their arms around me, I suddenly realized it wasn't my aunt's familiar touch. It was my uncle.
At first, I thought maybe he was just trying to be affectionate, like my aunt. Maybe he was trying to show me love and comfort. But as he tried to turn me towards him, his grip became unsettling. It was too tight, too intense. Before I could even process what was happening, he attempted to kiss me. I was shocked, scared, and disgusted all at once. My heart raced with questions. Why would he do this? Why me? I couldn't understand what was going through his mind. Was he confused? Did he think I was someone else? I couldn't make sense of it.
In that moment, I felt a wave of fear wash over me. I was trapped, pinned beneath his arms. I couldn't move, couldn't speak. All I could do was push him away, trying to create some distance between us. My heart was racing, my mind reeling. I couldn't believe what was happening. I couldn't believe that my own uncle would do something like this.
I couldn't shake off the feeling of unease that lingered long after he left. I lay awake all night, replaying the events in my head, trying to make sense of it all. It was a confusing and frightening experience, and I couldn't understand why my uncle would cross such a boundary. I felt like my personal space had been invaded, and I couldn't shake off the feeling of vulnerability.
As the night wore on, I felt a mix of emotions: fear, anger, and sadness. I didn't know how to process what had happened or who to talk to about it. All I knew was that I felt violated and unsure of how to move forward. The experience left me feeling shaken and unsure of who to trust. I couldn't believe that someone I had trusted could do something like this.
The rest of the night was a blur. I couldn't sleep, and I couldn't shake off the feeling of unease. I knew I had to talk to someone, but I didn't know who. I felt like I was alone, like no one would understand what I was going through. But I knew I couldn't keep it inside...................
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When Trust Shatters
Non-FictionTrapped in a web of trust and betrayal, Sohini's life was irrevocably altered when the person she confided in became her worst fear. Her mother's sister's husband, a guy she loved and trusted, broke her innocence, leaving her with lifelong scars. In...