Step by Step

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The next morning, Blakely woke up with a sense that something had changed. The heaviness of indecision that had weighed her down for so long was still there, but it felt lighter, more manageable. She had stayed up late the previous night, replaying her conversation with Austin in her mind. One thing had become clear—she didn't need to have everything figured out. What mattered was that she was ready to take the first step and try.

Blakely dressed quickly, throwing on her usual jeans and tank top, but something felt off. She stood in front of the mirror, staring at her reflection, and suddenly, the outfit felt too familiar, too safe. She rummaged through her closet until she found a soft, flowy skirt she hadn't worn in ages, pairing it with a simple top. It was a small change, but it felt right—a step toward something new.

When she arrived at the garage, Luka was already there, tinkering with the motorcycle they had been working on all week. He glanced up as she walked in, his eyes lingering on her for a moment before he spoke.

"Nice skirt," he commented, his voice laced with mild surprise.

Blakely laughed lightly, smoothing down the fabric with her hands. "Yeah, I thought I'd change it up today."

Luka nodded, his expression unreadable, but there was something in his eyes—something that made Blakely wonder if he noticed more than he let on.

They fell into their usual rhythm, the sounds of tools clinking and machines humming filling the garage. But today, Blakely's mind wasn't lost in a fog. She felt present, aware of each movement, each task. The weight of the future was still there, but it no longer loomed as a threat. Instead, it felt like a challenge—something she could face head-on.

After a few hours, Luka wiped his hands on a rag and glanced at her. "You up for a ride today?"

Blakely paused, glancing over at the motorcycle. They had been working on it for days, getting it back into shape after years of neglect, but she hadn't expected Luka to suggest taking it out so soon.

"You think it's ready?" she asked, raising an eyebrow.

Luka smirked, a familiar glint in his eyes. "Only one way to find out."

Blakely hesitated for a moment, the idea of riding again stirring something inside her—both excitement and fear. It had been so long since she'd felt the wind in her hair, the rush of the road beneath her. But as she looked at the motorcycle, gleaming under the soft light of the garage, she knew this was another step she needed to take.

"Alright," she said, her voice steady. "Let's do it."

Luka handed her a helmet, and they rolled the bike out of the garage and into the sunlight. Blakely's heart raced as she climbed onto the back of the motorcycle, gripping Luka's waist as he kicked the engine to life. The roar of the machine sent a thrill down her spine, and for the first time in what felt like forever, Blakely felt... alive.

The ride was exhilarating. The wind whipped against her face, and the world blurred around her as they sped down the open road. Every turn, every bend in the road, felt like a challenge—a test of her willingness to let go of the fear that had held her captive for so long.

As they rode, Blakely's mind wandered to the idea of dancing again. It had been her passion, her love, before the accident. But could she really go back? Could she find that spark again after all this time? The uncertainty gnawed at her, but as the road stretched out before them, Blakely realized something important—it didn't matter if she failed. What mattered was that she tried.

They eventually pulled over at a lookout point overlooking the city, the view sprawling out beneath them in a patchwork of buildings and streets. Blakely climbed off the bike, her legs shaky but her heart full.

Luka sat on the edge of a large rock, watching her with a curious gaze. "You good?"

Blakely nodded, the adrenaline still coursing through her veins. "Yeah, I'm good. I needed that."

Luka gave a small smile, his eyes flicking over to the horizon. "You've been quiet lately. More than usual."

Blakely sighed, sitting down beside him. "Yeah, I've been thinking about a lot of stuff."

"Like?"

"Like what I want to do next. Where I want to go. Whether I'm ready to... I don't know, take some risks again."

Luka glanced at her, his face calm but thoughtful. "Risks are good. They keep you alive."

Blakely laughed, shaking her head. "Yeah, but they can also mess you up."

"They can," Luka agreed, "but staying in one place messes you up more. You can't grow if you're standing still."

Blakely didn't respond immediately, letting his words sink in. He was right, of course. Staying in the garage, in her safe little bubble, wasn't going to bring back the part of her that she had lost. She had to move—forward, backward, sideways—it didn't matter. She just had to move.

"I've been thinking about dancing again," she admitted, her voice quiet.

Luka looked at her, his expression unreadable. "You should."

Blakely blinked, surprised by his immediate response. "You think so?"

Luka nodded. "You loved it. You still do. That much is obvious."

Blakely stared out at the city, her mind racing. She did love it—she had always loved it. But love wasn't enough to conquer the fear, the doubt that still clawed at her. Yet, sitting here, with the wind in her hair and the open road behind her, Blakely realized that maybe it didn't have to be.

"I don't know if I'm ready," she said, her voice barely a whisper.

Luka didn't push her, didn't offer any grand advice. He simply nodded, his eyes steady. "No one's ever ready for anything. You just do it."

Blakely smiled, feeling a strange sense of peace wash over her. Maybe that was all it came down to—just doing it. Not waiting for the perfect moment, not waiting until she was "ready." Just taking the step, and trusting that everything else would follow.

She stood up, brushing off her skirt and turning to Luka with a determined look. "Alright. I'll give it a shot."

Luka grinned, his approval quiet but clear. "Good."

As they climbed back onto the motorcycle and headed back toward the city, Blakely's heart raced with anticipation. The fear was still there, lurking in the corners of her mind, but it no longer controlled her. She was in charge now.

And for the first time in a long time, Blakely was ready to take control of her life again—one step at a time.

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