A Tricky Love Story

First day

Cathrines POV

I wake up in my bed on the first day of school since summer, i groan and look at my phone to see texts from her "online" best friend, smiling seeing she texted.

'Hey so im starting school today, im sooo sad we wont be able to text eachother as much, you start tdy too rightt??'

my heart dropped, the realization.. i'm not going to be able to talk to Kira as much.. i mean Kiras a smart girl, straight A's since birth.. so she's gunna be studying a lot- and going back to school means ill have to see that fuck face.. Milo. god he's been harassing me all fucking summer.

i open my email to see if i have anymore emails from him.

'Ill fucking kill you if i see you looking at her this semester!'
'your gone by the weekend if you keep stalking her ill fucking kill you'
'you are fucking insane. i saw that shit last night- smashing my windows?! fucking seriously.. the only reason im not actually getting my payback is cause you know some fucked up shit about me. im not afraid of you'
'ill see you at school today.'
all sent from.. MiloLuvzSarah@gmail.com.. he seriously hasnt changed his email after getting with Kira? she deserves so much fucking better. Im that better.. why would she pick him over me?! im the best anyone could get- i will LITERALLY kill anyone who gets in her fucking way, and i have.

i brush my hair and my teeth, putting on a bit of makeup, not too much.. ill get suspended again for it, i get my school uniform on, its such an ugly uniform, they need a fucking update on this shit, plus my skirts one size too small and they wont replace it.

pulling up my socks and sliding my shoes on, saying hi to my mom, shes fucking still drunk from last night, probably still high i saw the xanax on her table, might as well swipe a few. i grab a piece of toast slap some crofters jam on it and walk out the door, just as i walk out the door i see Kira.. my Kira walking past, my pupils dilate when i see her, i grip on my collar to loosen it and drop my toast.

"ngk- fuck. whatever mom can step in that for all i fucking care."
i walk out onto the road, she knows i'm behind her but shes tired, i can always tell when shes tired in the mornings, I've analyzed her every emotion, she's obviously tired because we were up all night texting but even if we weren't i can see her postures less than perfect, her hair is a little messy, she didn't brush it this morning, she will at school though, her hair tie round her wrist, her hands holding down her skirt. we live in a pretty.. shitty neighbourhood, lots of rich pedophiles. most the girls have to tug on their skirts to hide their ass from the sick perverted "men". if i could.. i would kill every single pedo in the world just for her, i've killed one or two some i just hand in to cops.. it makes me so thirsty to see their sick face crying and begging for me to give them mercy. it makes me thirst for Kira, wishing i could tell her what i do for her..

we arrive at school, walk into the building and get assigned new lockers, me and Kira's are next to each other, i feel my face warming up as i see this.. gift of the all mighty fuckin God.. we both go to our lockers to put her stuff away, i open mine but she slams it shut.

"What the fuck did you do?" She asks me, looking down at me, i'm only a year younger than her but unfortunately got short genes.

"w-what do you mean?' i ask her, i dont know what she means but i know she was mad, it takes everything in me to not crack a smile, she'll think i, laughing at her again.

"you know what i mean freak. how are our lockers next to eachother, is it cause of your fucking crush on my boyfriend? did you bribe the principal into giving you this locker cause its next to me? i know you did it." she looks pissed.

"no- i didnt-" i promise i didnt Kira, i would never.. think of Milo like that.. he's so gross.. next thing i know theres a presence behind me, opening a locker, i look around and see.. fucking Milo.

"oh could my luck get any worse.' i glare at him.

"the fuck did you just say to my boyfriend?' she asks me, i turn back around seeing her beautiful face, even when shes mad she looks so pretty.

"nothing- we gotta go to class Ki-" just as i said that she winded he hand up to slap me but as soon as she almost hit my face the bell rang

"you're luck today freak. after science, at 11 for break, you're done." she said and left for her math class, math at 9 am, thats sad. but she likes math so i guess not.

Milo shoulder checks me and whispers a slur under his breath about me god i want to break his nose right fucking now- ill fucking kill hi,- i NEED TO FUCKING KILL- nvm i NEED to get my ass to class.

i run to history class and see Milo in the front, what a fucking nerd..

after class i go to science, shes there.. right infront of me..

i lean on my table, day dreaming about all the stuff i could do for her.. all the stuff i could do to her.

my face heats up, i dig my nails into my thighs, every day i see this girl i need her more and more, i just want to run my fingers thru her long hair.. trace my fingers down all the prominent bones in her body, kiss her where ever she most likes it.. i want to taste her.. i want her to know my taste, i want her to study my body and movements as i have for her.. i want her to kiss me with her soft lips then bite my lip i want to feel her mouth opening under mine, her warmth.. i need it.

"Cathrine." the teacher knocks on my desk. "no sleeping in my class please."

"sorry Sir" i mumble.
about an hour later, its break. i'm sitting at the water fountain out side where i usually sit, watching all these idiotic horny teenagers mingle.
how can you mingle with someone who is practically dead, they all have the same personality, they gossip the same... their laughs are the same and they're clothes are the same. even out of school they always go "matching fitsss" no shut the fuck up.

Kiras not like them, she has a personality.. she's rebellious.. and thats what makes her hot and popular, her dad basically owns the school, she can do whateeever she wants.

speaking of her, i look up at her hovering above me.

'Hey freak.' she raises her hand and slapped me, everyone was crowded around me, all her idiot bimbo "gyaru" friends, they all laughed at me, they all wanted her to hurt me til i was barely alive, so did i.

she gave me a swing to the face, she usually goes for the left side since shes left handed, my face has been numb on that side for a while, i flinch and fall on the ground, she gets ontop of me, fuck this is too hot..

she continues to beat me until i'm bleeding.

she gets up and spits on my skirt.

"thats for Milos window. stay away from my fucking boyfriend idiot" she steps right on my white shirt with her dirty shoes and leaves a mark.

all of this, she can do all of this to me and ill still love her, why cant she just.. love me back.