Broken hearts

chapter 33

Abhimanyu breaks hug and looks at his akshara looking so Pettie and fragile to him
He looks at her with tear welled eyes: akshu
And wipe her tears
She sobs he shook his head and tucks her hair behind her ear and hugs her tightly
He: akshu he let a tear roll down his eyes
Seeing her like this scared everything out of him
She: abhi
He:ak akshu
He fixes his blazer on her: let us go home jaan  and kisses top of her head softly
He gets up and lift her in his arms like a little baby taking her in his car he make her sit inside and locks car s door and sit inside and make her wear sit belt
He takes her to their house
And takes her inside in his arms
And places her on her bed softly
He holds her hand: my love listen to me you are not at fault please don't be silly stop crying jaan please and cups her face
She burst in tears: I am feeling scared and miserable abhi
He wipe her tears and make her sit on his lap and hugs her holding her hand 
: mera baccha listen to me I know you are feeling scared and I am sorry I should have been there
She weeps: no no please don't think this you are not to be blamed
Abhi
He looks at her
She: you might be thinking I am a fool to go there in night I am sorry abhi
He: oo meri jaan there is nothing like that my akshu is brave and intelligent girl hai na
And caresses her hair: mistake is of that guy not of you stop blaming yourself jaan stop it requesting her
She was just crying too much he hugs her more tightly: akshara baby listen to me calm down you will harm your health na baba shant
She: bahut bura lag rha hai abhi I never knew world is so cruel
Abhi to bura nahi lag rha utna abhi jitna pregnancy ke time pe laga tha jab when he tried to touch me i was having mahi in me i was so scared for her
Do you think I am to be blamed then tell me honestly do you feel my body shape is not nice do I wear too revealing clothes shall I change something in me not go out at night or talk with males
His hearts breaks into million pieces
Listening to her but she was thinking just as an innocent girl : are meri jaan aisa kuch nahi hai baba kuch badalne ki jarurat nahi hai tum perfect ho kitni sundar aur pyaari ho haan jaan tum bahut beautiful aur hot ho ye pata hai na tumhe aur pabandi to galat karne wale pe laga ni chahiye tumne kuch galat thori kiya hai haan akshu jaan agar tum mein galti hai mujhe kyu nahi pata dekho akshu it is not about what your abhi what society your family likes in you it's what about akshara likes in her life it is about self love baby and takes her near mirror
She lowers her gaze
He back hugs her
She blush: abhi
He: look in mirror look at yourself
She looks at her self
He leaves her
He: you look so beautiful absolutely perfect you have came a long way in your life I love you akshara for entirely what you are but your progress is remarkable from breaking ties from such a toxic family to being serious for your career giving such a good upbringing to our mahi I love you jaan I am so proud of you jaan and kisses her forehead softly
He wanted akshara to love herself
She looks at him breaking hug
He: change your clothes akshu we will have dinner together and will sleep okay
She nods he touches her hand: tumhe fever hai? Haan?  And Touchs her forehead she: thora sa
He: pagal ho tum ek dam meri jaan jaan leke manogi kya haan tabiyat bigar li na
She: sorry sorry abhi
He: let me change your dress
She: abhi? He: I will close the lights and then I will change okay baby?  She nods: I trust you he kisses her forehead  he smiles at her closes lamp and changes her dress into his hoodie and leggings
And feed her
She: aur nahi khana
He: akshu in stern voice
She pouts he keeps spoon close at her mouth and she eats he dries her face and
He sees mark on her mouth: ye kaise laga baccha he knew it was not just from him kissing her he would never hurt his akshu his baby not just for his emotion or desires
And notices finger print and gets it
He kisses her mouth softly and ask: aur kahi lagi hai she shows him her wrist
The mark on her wrist was black in colour almost equal to a burn mark
He could not even imagine how much pain his akshu had to endure
He: how
She: there was a candle kept and when he holded my hand twisting it it got burnt
He kisses her wrist many times: sorry I am so sorry akshu I am so sorry
Baba I am so sorry mera baccha
Hugging her in his arms caressing her long tresses
She shook her head: no abhi
He applies ointment on her mouth
And her wrists and feed her medicine
And make her sleep in his arms
He: sleep akshu sleep no one will hurt you take rest baccha
And caressses her hair stroking her head
She holds him tightly hugging him close to her he kisses her hair: sleep my love sleep
She: please dont leave me
He: never ever jaan and presses a soft kiss on her cheeks
She holds his hand and make him hold her arms
He hold her arms running his hand softly from her hand to shoulder and then kisses her softly wherever she was touched inappropriately
While she sobbed softly hiding her face in his chest replacing the  bad memories of hers  and make her face him he wipe her tears and kisses her softly
And when he leaves her she felt better
She coughs
He gives her tissue paper: blow
And then throws it somewhere
She looks at him: good night abhi
He nods and hugs her: good night akshu
Caressing her hair  hugging her tightly in his arms