Broken hearts

chapter 39

Akshara was getting ready
When abhimanyu back hugs her: where are you going jaan looking so beautiful
Hmm?
She blushes: there is a party where going to meet some of friends college reunion
He: oo
He takes comb from her and combs her hair
She: you know how to make my hair?
He: yes practicing it on ruh I learnt it finally
She smiles he combs her hair
And caresses her hair softly and kisses her forehead and hugs her
: Shall I drop you jaan?
She: I will go on my own
He: okay anything you need I am just a call away from you okay love?
She: okay
She leaves
Later her friends call him and he goes to club
He looks at akshara twirling and before she could fall he holds her in his arms: I got you jaan
And kisses top of her head
He leaves her
She: abhi the world is spinning around
He: no baby nothing is spinning it is just
You are drunk
She: drunk? I am not drunk
I am akshara
He smiles and ask her: want to come home with me love?
She: but you are my home
He: you want to rest akshu?
She: yes
She sings
Chura liya hai tumne jo dil ko nazar nahi churana sanam badal ke meri tum zindagani
Kahi badal na jana sanam
Abhimanyu: akshu what are you doing
Akshara: singing for my boyfriend
Abhimanyu: oh really am I your boyfriend
Akshara: yes yes and I love you very much abhi he holds her: I love you too my love but I am sure if you will sing like this in front of whole club holding me you will get us arrested for behaving obsessed
She giggles
He lift her in his arms and take her in
Car
Later when they come to home
Abhimanyu: be careful akshu you will fall meri jaan
Holding her from shoulders
Akshara: okayy
Abhimanyu takes her inside house
Akshara: chura liya hai tumne jo dil ko
He closes her mouth: akshu we are in birla house what are you upto girl
I know you love me let not everyone know this
He leave her she: but I can sing in home
He: you can do anything you wish but the way you are looking at me and singing if you had not been my love I would have charged you for Eve teasing
She laughs: but I am your love I have the right to sing for you
He: sing in room not here
Akshu please listen to me jaan
She: why there is so much silence where is everyone
He: so rhe hai sab
She: bahar aao sab
He: are sone do akshu
She: ssh tum chup raho let me talk na
Everyone comes out of their rooms
Manjiri: akshu what happened to you beta
Akshara: nothing happened to me
Whatever happened it happened to you
Manjiri frowns
Abhimanyu: what?
Akshara: don't come near me aunty
And hiccup
: you burnt my photo and said I am dead for you dead never come alive mumma papa bhi nahi aaye she says innocently
Arohi: but manjiri maa is like our mother only akshu
Akshara: no your mother
Only
She never loved me my naira mumma was never like that
She priotrised my life over everything
Her love was unconditional for me
I never felt that love after I returned from Mauritius she just wanted abhi to be happy she did not cared about me never ever
Why maa why you never loved me what was my fault
Manjiri: it s not like that
Akshara interupts her ;it s like that I am orphan na I don't have mother I know the pain of losing mother two times I have lost my mumma and when I thought you were like a mother I lost you too and I lost my papa too you are right I am wretched you don't know what an orphan feels when he is blamed for death of his own parents and weeps
Abhimanyu: akshu I am sorry
Akshara: no abhi please don't apologize you are the best for me my love
I know you loved me most and even now it s just that one day hurted me too much abhi
Why you are feeling sorry abhi arohi never felt sorry
For saying that things multiple times not even when I was looking just at the body of my mother.
I can't forgive I am so sorry aunty I am so sorry
I am sorry arohi
But a sister or mother never behaves this way when you just miscarriaged
Manjiri cries
Arohi: akshu please
Akshara: I am not done talking yet arohi
You may say the reason was death of Neil then tell me the one who yearned for love of her own siblings, the girl whose own sister mentally abused her will kill Neil who had been like a younger brother to me and cries you called me dead na ma dead is the daughter who yearned for a mother s love or loved her sister I am just akshara goenka a buisnessowomen a mother no one of anyone remember it I am just here for mahi so that she receive love of her grandparents no other reason
Akshara hugs abhimanyu: can we go upstairs abhi I want to sleep
Abhimanyu: sure love and lift her in his arms taking her to their room
Arohi cries: maa will akshara never forgive us she does not need us now she have abhimanyu and a daughter
Manjiri: I don't know I did not thought akshara will feel so bad hearing to my words it s all my fault I should have not hurted her she was innocent we wronged her arohi it's okay even if she does not want to include us anymore in her life my daughter is happy that s what matters arohi
Arohi sobs
And recalls fb
Akshara was placing some of photos in their room
Akshara: aru dekh na humari ye photos kitni acchi lag rhi hai
Arohi tears away the photo: tujhse juri koi bhi cheej acchi nahi ho sakti akshara aur chup raho ab tum aur mujhe meri padhai karne do after all I don't sit on home being dependent that I will live my happily ever after after the best cardialogist
Of city marries me
Akshara: dekh aru i know I love abhi but that does not mean I am going to be dependent on him abhi had always encouraged and motivated me to achieve success and make my career pursuing the path of success with a true partner is not a bad option aru
Arohi: arohi dont call me aru
Akshara
Stay away
Fb ends
And now she was staying away and distant from everyone
She wished goenkas would have ever stopped and taught her that she was wrong but alas it was too late to learn