i was still shaken up prior the events of last night, the boys were all filming in the kitchen they were all very hungover but take youtube seriously.
i had a message that today i would have my stuff from our old apartment delivered here for me, i ran downstairs to collect all my boxes "thank you so much" i say to the delivery man "do u want help taking it upstairs?" he asks i nodded seeing how many boxes there actually were there was no way i could have taken it upstairs myself.
"thank you" i say as the guy leaves, i had total of 6 boxes full of my stuff from the apartment i didn't know what to do with it.
"wow thats a whole lot of boxes" cal says walking up i nod out of breath "yep"
"what are you gonna do with them?" he says truth be told i wanted to get an apartment soon so it dont take up their apartment with all my stuff.
"i'm not sure yet" i say scratching my head.
the boys helped me put some if the boxes in the spare cuboard, "hey harry can i borrow your laptop?" i asked "what for?" he said looking at me suspusiously "to look for apartments duh" i say rolling my eyes he laughs then hands me it.
ive been apartment shopping for a few hours knoe and i fnally found one, to my suprise it was in the same building as the boys it was perfect, i booked a viewing for the next day.
"found any yet?" cal says jumping onto the sofa i nodded smilling "one in this complex actually" i said cals face brightened "really that's amazing!" he says high fiving me.
i could feel my stomach rumbling since i had been living off of tea all day "celebratery nando's?" i ask causing him to nod i smiled pulling out my phone "harry lux come here" i shout out i hear the two run down the hall "what?" lux says "you want nando's?" i say "yes please" harry's says smiling at me.
i nod and continue to order our food.
cal and lux went to collect our food whilst me and harry stayed back at the apartment.
"hey you okay?" he asked sitting down next to me i nod picking at my fingers "no your not what's wrong" he said looking down at my hands i huffed and looked up at him "i'm just- i don't know" i say frustrated at myself for not knowing.
i couldn't express my emotions i just felt sad and hurt, "that's okay" harry said pulling me into his chest i smiled hugging him back.
"i really thought he loved me harry" i say my voice breaking down he puts his chin on top of my head "he didn't deserve you delilah you deserve somone who loves you more than anything" he said softly "somone who hurts you doesn't deserve you love or time" his words making me feel brave i hugged him tighter "thank you harry" i say tears falling down my face.
i sit back up wiping my tears, "here let me" harry says using his fingers to wipe away my tears i looked into his eyes i never realised how beautiful he was until now, he looked into my eyes remaining eye contact for a moment.
"we got the food fuckerss!!" cal says bursting through the door causing me and harry to jump away from each other earning some questionable looks.
"thank god i'm starving" i say standing up walking over to the kitchen.
we put on a movie whilst we ate dinner together, we watched some weird army movie i didn't pay attention much as my mind kept flicking back to mine and harry's moment earlier.
i looked over to harry out of curiosity and there he was staring right back at me i quickly looked away there was no way i was gaining feeling for harry i will not let myself.
