"it's okay you don't have to tell me but when your ready i'll always be here" the words have been running continuously through my mind.
it's been 3 days since i broke down into harry's arms unable to express my feelings about jaden.
in those 3 days things only got worse.
⚠️𝐓𝐖 *𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞*
ugh i had woke up once again on the floor, i must have not made it to bed after last night, i stand up expecting to see jaden asleep in bed except he's not? the bed was empty i called out his name but no response huh that's really weird.
𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐣𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐧❤️🔥
𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐝
"wtf where is he?"
i thought mabye he had stayed at cals house last night since that's where the party was so i called cal.
i tried calling jaden again but still no answer at this point it got very worried i texted a couple of his football friends to see if they had heard from him but they all said they had no idea. i gave up and figured he had to come home at some point surely and boy was i right.
the time was now 6:57pm and i had spent the whole day worrying about jaden, out of the blue the door handle starting rattling before the door swung right open "jaden?" i say looking over jaden had walked into the door his eyes were all bloodshot and he looked as if he hadn't slept for days. "jaden what the fuck happened to you?" i say walking up to him and cupping his face
he pushes me away "get the fuck off of me bitch" he says my face drops in realisation he was drunk.
"where the fuck is my tequila" he yells i walk over to him hoping to calm him down. "i said where's my fucking tequila?" he screams again only this time he swipes the counter top in anger smashing the glasses onto the floor causing them all the break in front of me, i tried to jump out of the way but a piece of glass caught my face before i could move away. "ow fuck" i mumble i quickly went to grab the broom to sweep up all the glass before he gets himself hurt "ah i found it" he says reaching up grabbing the alcohol. i managed to sweep up all the glass putting it into the bin.
by the time i did that jaden was already downing the tequila bottle my eyes grew as i saw him gulping it without flinching. "fuck jaden put that down your gonna be sick" i say grabbing away the bottle from his hands. oh how i wish i didn't do that, he turns to look at me with anger filled in his eyes when i saw his face i just knew immediately i fucked up. "no no i'm sorry here have it" i say handing him back the bottle "i don't want that now" he say chucking the bottle out of my hand causing it to smash on the floor. i flinched out of fear, he kept moving closer and closer to me i felt like i was getting smaller "please jaden" i whisper looking at his eyes. "look at what you've done delilah, your a fucking little bitch" he say spitting through his teeth, i silently sobbed taking in all of his words. "i didn't mean t-". "DONT FUCKING TALK BACK" he yells pushing me onto the floor my hands landing onto the smashed pieces of glass covered in alcohol. i winced in pain jaden giving no remorse i tried so hard to stand up but he kept pushing me down. "im so sorry baby" i kept repeating hoping he'd stop. "sorry doesn't cut it" he says before finally walking away and into the bedroom slamming the door. i didn't move i just sat there and sobbed. how could the man that i loved treat me like i don't matter? after awhile i gained the strength to stand up my hands filled with blood and glass i trembled over to the bathroom i plucked out any pieces of remaining glass flinching every time a piece came out i washed away all of the blood from my hands. i looked in the mirror at my reflection mascara running alll down my face my eyes red and puffy and a cut in my skin from wear glass had smashed i didn't look like myself.
*𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐩 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐭𝐨 𝟑 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐥𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫*
i haven't left my house in 3 days every night is the same he comes home late drunk and i get used as a punching bag. my friends have been messaging me non stop wondering where i am but i haven't messaged back.
𝟏 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧! 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐚 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮!
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what the fuck? i immediately started sobbing how could i have not known? he came home late every night and i didn't see him after the party because he was cheating on me? i didn't know what to do the time was currently 10:46pm but i didn't care i threw on my slippers and left the apartment, i didn't care about my care i just started running there was no one else id rather see right now i just wanted my best friend. his house was about a 20 minute walk away so i ran in the rain at night all the way there with tears dripping down my face.
i got to his door and started knocking as hard as i can "who the fuck is he- delilah?" cal saying he didn't think twice before pulling me into the biggest hug i've ever had before we stayed like that for what felt like forever, he let go before stepping back taking a look at me. i had tear stained cheeks, bruised skin and cut on my face from glass and my hands were all banged up i must have looked lifeless. "what happened to you del?" he said his voice slightly breaking "did he do this to you?" he asked i couldn't get my words out and instead i just nodded before crying again.
"hey cal have you seen thi- oh my god delilah" i heard harry say i looked up at him he looked as if he'd seen a ghost he came over to me pulling me into his chest whispering in my ear "look what he did to you" i sobbed into to his arms the same way i did 3 nights before.
