It Hurts Is it Worth it?

Feelings are out!

Aj's pov

Yesterday I realized how much I like her. But, how can I like her she isn't even my type. Okay she is well, she's short 5'2, annoyingly honest, beautiful, makes me laugh, and her eyes are the color of the sky when is about to rain, blueish and grayish.

I really need to talk to Matt.
I grab my phone and phoned him.

"Hey Matt what's up dude? Wanna come over? I have some beers"
"Sup man alright be there in 10"
"Alright see you man" I said and hung up
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I run downstairs to open the door for my best friend.
He gives me the brother hug and gets in.

"Let's go up to my room" I tell him and we are walking up the stairs when my dad appears out of no where and says,"son is he your girlfriend?" He dad with a grin
"No dad not yet" I smirk at that
"Well, she's a nice girl and I do like her for you" he says and with that he leaves

"What was that all about?" Matt questions
"Look so I like Cathy but, she obviously doesn't like me and well, you know that 99% of the girls from our school have been in my bed" I say
"What's that supposed to mean?" Matt asks
"That I want Cathy to be with me but you know I don't do romance" I told him
"1 is that and 2 is that she is Soel's twin and you know he'll kill you if you ever hurt her" Matt said matter of factly
"I know but I don't know what to do is like every time I see her everything goes to hell I don't care if Soel kills me but I'll have her sooner or later let's hope sooner" I say who knew that my biology partner was going to be that hot?
But one thing I did forgot to tell Matt was that I'd gladly do romance for her😔

CATHY POV
It's been a week since I've talked to Aj.
Since we haven't exchanged any phone number or anything like that.
We had the week off school caused by the snowy days.
I've been thinking about him lately.

I'm going to go visit Alec today. It's been about two years since the accident happened.

+++++++3 hours later++++++++++
I'm standing in front of was hospital door. He was, he is my best friend. I'm in my own without him an I brave enough to take this road on my own? Without Alec?

I never told him but I had a huge crush on him; maybe I still do.

I open the door to fund the most important person in my life, laying on a hospital bed, with tubes plugged into him, machines. The heart monitor was beeping in a normal pace.
I sit next to him and take his hand.

"Alec you have to wake up" I plead
"I can't go on without you anymore. You've been out for two years now. I have a lot of things to tell you. Dad died on a car accident about two years ago too. I've been thinking about this guy lately but, I think  he isn't good enough for me. He puts up his walls which I'm tire of breaking!" I'm crying now
"Alec I really miss you"
"I want you to get up this bed and see what you have missed"
"i want you back my best friend my brother. Either way I want you back" I say and rest my head oh his abdomen

The heart monitor is beeping faster I hadn't noticed. Before I could look up a large hand stroke my hair. I looked up shocked.

"Alec?" I say almost In a whisper
He just gives me a small smile
"Alec you're awake!" I exclaimed
"Missed me sunshine ?" I smiled to that
"A lot" I said and got up and hugged him.
He was grinning now.

A doctor came through the door and asked me if I was family of the patient
I said no but that my mother was going to take responsibility of him since his parents died on an airplane crash.
Now how am I supposed to tell Him this? 

The doctor asks me to leave while they are testing Alec and doing some check ups.

I can't believe that my best friend is back. I've been waiting this two entire years of my life for him to finally wake up and now that he is, it's good I mean how am i supposed to tell my best friend that his parents are dead...that his parents left him, that his parents are no longer here to visit him. He'll ask sooner or later.. let's hope later.

"Miss Hale someone wants to talk to you" the same doctor who was checking Alec said                                "um OK. uh how is he?", I asked standing up simultaneously.                                                                                        " he is doing pretty well is actually a miracle. He is gonna be free to leave tomorrow" and with what he said i just smiled.                                                                                                                                                                           "Thank you" I said wholeheartedly 

I enter the room to see a disappointed Alec.

"where is mom and dad?" he questions  

This isn't gonna end up well...

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Hey guys this more like a short update. It isn't too good but I promise i'll try harder next time.