Are We Fuck Buddy's?

Hurt Asf

Okay so get ready because this is definitely about to get crazy 😭

(BASED ON MY LIFE)

Diana

I shot out of my sleep for no apparent reason, I looked to the left of me and there was my cousin sleeping like she had 3 kids and 2 jobs. I'm talking about slob and everything kmsl. Then, I immediately grabbed my phone remembering that my "boyfriend" didn't text back last night. Something in my spirit just told me to look on his Instagram but guess what? Nothing. So I thought to myself hmm? That's weird right ? Because I know how he is. He's alwaysssss on instagram, posting etc etc. I just had this bad feeling, just this churning feeling in my stomach. I try to wake my cousin Bre, out of her deep slumber she doesn't budge at all. I let out a slight chuckle because at this point I'm..literally ..panicking. So I walk to the backdoor to get to the balcony.. out of the corner of my eye I peep my other cousin Amarion, he's on his phone. It's like a lightbulb went off in my head! (dinggg) I smile mischievously

"Aye AC let me see yo phone real quick" I told my cousin Amarion (AC) because at this very moment I knew exactly what my ex did, and yes he became my ex immediately after I put 2 & 2 together. (Give me a second im getting there)😂

AC looked at me weird and was like "For what?"

I'm like "boy ain't nobody worried bout yo bald head ass lil gfs"

We both started laughing hard as fuck because at this point he was really fucking with bald head hoes like frfr 💀

In the mist of all the laughing, he handed me his phone. I went to my ex boyfriend's ig(instagram) so fast.. & guess what I saw? HIS STORY. So you mean to tell me ? Yes girl! yes he hid me from his story. So boom I'm hitting them screenshots like BOOM! BAM! POW!💥

Then, what's even more crazy is the shit he decided to post when he hid me.. & he had the adaucity to text me "Good morning" yall it took everything in me not to blow up his phone and do the absolute most about my feelings.

But I didn't do anything, I just kept staring at his Good Morning text with soooo much hate in me at the moment.About an hour later, I mustered up enough energy/ courage to let him know I seen everything. Guess what he did? Lied. Even though I showed him the screenshots etc. Then, he flipped it on me by saying I left the Southside and how I'm enjoying being away from him on the North side of Houston..

I dont even remotely know where he picked that up from. Because when I left, I made plans to see him as soon as I could.. always told him I loved him etc etc. (I was only 16)

Then, we start to go back and forth. He got tired of arguing and eventually told the truth, which was all I wanted from the start. He then goes to tell me he doesn't think long distance is working for him, & how he needs to see his girlfriend everyday.. So I said the next best thing. "Are you breaking up with me? " silence. Just straight silence. I didn't hear from him the whole day but he kept posting on instagram. Eventually he hid my cousin's instagram from viewing his story too. I was hurttttt yall I mean hurtttt🥺

That whole night I just kept replaying everything. I cried in the shower for like an hour. Then, it's like when I got out the shower I realized who the fuck I was again. Don't get me wrong, I was most definitely still hurt, but not as much as I was before. Even though it had just happened a couple of hours ago. It took everything in me to not make a fake account etc etc. I held my own though and I'm still proud about how I handled it. I could've went innn, went crazy but I didn't. I feel like that's what he wanted anyway. Couldn't give the satisfaction of it, like at alllll.

I got tired of thinking about him so I got out of bed and went into the bathroom. Which is basically like my studio/safe heaven because I alwayssss make my videos, or take pictures in there😂

I did my hair and put on some cute clothes and instantly started blasting Lil Durk, if you know you know 😂

Then my cousin Jazmine called out the blue talking about she wants to put me on with one of her boyfriend's friends'

"Jazz girl I'm never fuckin wit another nigga they lie too much and ion got time i know how I get uhn uhn"

"Girl his hbs fine & I know you like them lightskin ass niggss"

Now I'm not gone lie at this point in time I was on lightskins bad as the fuck 😂 So she definitely caught my attention and she knew it.

"Mm.. I don't know.. let me see what they look like first"

Boom! She send pictures of both hbs. Next thing you know I have 2 new followers & they both liked all of my pictures/videos.

"What you thinking? They fine huh?" Jazz started laughing

"Bitch you play too much I didn't even tell you yes or no yet" I said laughing but, deep down I really didn't want to fuck wit nobody. Like I literally just broke up with my ex like 8 hours ago😂

So boom Oscar the first hb texts me. I waited a couple of minutes because a bitch wasn't desperate.. okurrtt 😂

He like " wassup lil mama what's yo name "

I'm like "Dee what's yours?"

"Oscar but you can call me daddy" I was laughing so hard because he immediately gave cornball. But for some reason I felt like playin. That's when another lightbulb went off in my head! I'm thinking like, damn what if I just fuck somebody on some unserious shit.. No strings attached..

I seen I had another text from my cousin Jazmine's boyfriend (Kody) friend (Davion)

So I text the other friend back he seemed more my speed, chill, mysterious, tall as fuck & he played basketball &&&& he just so happened to be on the basketball team of the school I was about to start attending any day now..

We start making small talk. You know.. favor color, birthday, age etc etc. Our conversations consisted of us flirting, friendly banter, eventually it got real sexual. Mind you I was a virgin at this time..

To be continued...