September 7th 2024 - trying to figure stuff out

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So I know that when I was got a cargo shift before, I just assumed it was a theriotype of mine, and I haven't shifted again as most of those, and I'm trying to figure out Wich ones I assumed instead of validly did research on.

So our first cargo shift thing was husky..
And I do get excited, ALOTT, but then again when I get excited I shift and that t can be in the shift as well, I'm not sure. I even have a dog theriotype?

And I know I sound fake rn but before I was very confused and inexperienced and confused in therianthropy and didn't know that shifts didn't always mean I had a new theriotype.

So.

I'm going to do research and try and see if it fits me.

Alright, I've done a lot of research and I definitely infact do not have a husky theriotype at all, once again, cargo shift, and possibly could have been a shift of a timber wolf or EITHIOPIAN wolf I mistook, and was in the snow and got snow on my pelt and looked like a husky?

Idrk.

I'm so confused rn and now I know that some of my theriotypes could have just been a cargo shift *sobs aggressively* alright our next one was..

Puma, Wich I know could be real and it's probably real I'm mostly sure, but research anyways.

Okay yep, I was right, I even shifted during the research TvT

Alright and I do not infact have a bear theriotype. Or another feline theriotype, Wich I was questioning, but I'm still sure I have a fox theriotype. So .

Anyways

Nexttt

Tokinese cat!

So I did research but I also don't know because it might be a different breed? Idk.

Because I feel connected to:

But tbh idrk Wich is my theriotype in genuinely confused and have been having so many species dysmorphia episodes

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But tbh idrk Wich is my theriotype in genuinely confused and have been having so many species dysmorphia episodes.

I'm gonna try to figure it out.

Uhm...figures out...I don't?
Because I kept trying to meditate, shift to tokinese cat pictures and pictures of that cat breed, and I couldn't and I looked at the Maine Coon pictures and shifted easily..so..I guess..? I'm not? That's strange ....anyways I researched my other theriotypes even though I'm 100% sure there my theriotypes but I'm questioning everything rn tbh LMAO

And I was right, none of them are disapproved!

So now I understand lots of things about therianthropy, and won't believe I have another theriotype due to a cargo shift

Yippies!

Yippies!

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Me X3

My paws touch the pebbles of the ground,
As I feel all of my animal kin
Welling up inside of me
The rage
The fury
The fascination
The naturalization
The wind gusts on my meer human soul and I know...
Its time...
I run with the wolves..
Fly with the birds..
Hunt with the cats...
Survive with the bears....
As I disappear into the light of dawn.

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