October 2nd 2024 - UHH THERIOTYPE DEATH STUFF

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I don't think I died by hyenas...

Help..
Uhh

Because first of all, I never recall having that vison anymore, and I think it may have just been a dream, but second of all, I keep having weird AF memory shifts of falling down a cliff while hunting!?

Like very vividly the same as well, I have had it almost three or four times now and I don't think it's a loss cause.

So basically I was hunting a blue mountain goat/sheep or whatever it's called, and as I was rushing down, I ended up slipping, and I fell down the cliff, and felt a sharp stab in my rib.

Then all I saw was me falling into a bubbling half frozen river at the very bottom, and the water turning red then just blackness.

Anyways I know I was very very overwhelmed when I said all that about my death and how I was in like- a desert, but I think due to being overwhelmed my mind must have just kept switching frim my eithiopian wolf theriotype and my snow leopard.

AND I had recently been to a nature resort thingy when I wrote that so that's probably another reason why I envisioned the zoo thing

And also I still don't know how my Maine coon theriotype died, I jumped to conclusions alot as a newly awakened therian, but I doubt I died by an avalanche?

MEDITATION TIME POOKIES


I genuinely had no visions of my Maine coon theriotype at all 💀 all I even saw was my timber wolf theriotype-

Oh?
You want to know what happened you say? Alright alright fine.
So I saw my timber wolf theriotype like just- sitting in a den where it was almost fully covered in shade before it went back in and sat down.

Then it started to roll around in the den, before getting up and leaving, and then started running, so then I jump up and I shift, I'm running around panting then start chasing a crumbled up piece of paper before unshifting and feeling weak AF

OKAY

Maybe let's try big cat sounds first before we move onto the normal cat meows because for some reason my brain is goofy af-

Oh and before I do that I can't stop thinking of the embarrassing moment when I was doing quads by the gate to where I used to live, and one of the ladies came in and stared and LING BEFORE I NOTUCED SHE EBTERED THE GATE CIDE AND CAME IN. I was doing quads and SAID I TRIPPED AND SHE COULD TELL I WAS DOING QUADS 😭😭😭

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

anyways :3

Okay so uhm
Just did THAT-
I mean I felt territorial and got a really hard paw shift wich was strange anywho yeah -

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

So it didn't help with how I died? But I saw me playing with an orange cat AGAIN.

And I don't know if that was my mate, littermate or??

But yet sadly I didn't get anymore info but I'm gonna start meditating for at least thirty minutes each day!

Or try, because my parents think meditation is satanic 💀 😭

Anyways yeah I am super excited for my birthday, my tail will definitely help me feel a lot more connected to my theriotypes! :3

*Comes into your room and snatches your ankles at 3AM*

My paws touch the pebbles of the ground,As I feel all of my animal kinWelling up inside of meThe rageThe furyThe fascinationThe naturalization The wind gusts on my meer human soul and I know

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My paws touch the pebbles of the ground,
As I feel all of my animal kin
Welling up inside of me
The rage
The fury
The fascination
The naturalization
The wind gusts on my meer human soul and I know...
Its time...
I run with the wolves..
Fly with the birds..
Hunt with the cats....
stalk with the foxes...
As I disappear into the light of dawn.

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