EVERYDAY GIFT AND PUNISHMENT

speed: explanation 1

Hey y'all know that I have an ex?? If you do then I'll give you a clue

If you don't then , lemme explain

So it all started when I was in sixth grade which was last year on June

I go to school and come back home by van , I have my usual spot to sit, al the time in the van, one day, I was late, as I came , A GUY TOOK MY SPOT!

I was like ," who the heck?! , why is he here?! Its my spot! " and I say beside him, on my way home in the van, he started sleeping, and I thought to myself, " oh wow! Now he's sleeping! "

But he did look nice

I came to know that he was a new joiner in our van, he didn't talk to the girls on the front or the boys at the back

After a while, as I said yhe was sleeping, HE LAID HIS HEAD ON MY SHOULDER!

and I was like, " am I in love now?" , " is it my love??"

He was LITERAALY SLEEPING ON ME!

And his stop came and he woke up, dunno how he knew and he left , and I realised, HE IS MY NEIGHBOUR

HELL NO WAY

So then he was talking to the boys at the back and never sat with me again , the boys all became his close friends

And the whole sixth grade I thought it was an attraction but, no the hell it was not, I was in total crazy love with him, I got to know his name, not his full name or initial

He was ninth grade last year, one day I passed by his class which was 9-B , I looked at him and he looked at me, I waved him hi and he waved me back!!!

WTF WAS I DOING?! I CRIED ALL MY CLASSES

And we never ever talked to each other

And I was promoted to seventh grade and he was promoted to tenth grade , which is this year, I am gonna move to another house soon, which means that I can't see him anymore as our houses are far so on one Friday I decided to give a love letter to him,,, I told it to my friends on Friday when I arrived to class

And she said " GIVE IT TODAY!!! WRITE IT NOW!!!"

and I sad ok ok calm down so from the 1st period to the last period ( 9th period) I wrote the letter

And his class is 10-B , I waited outside his class and my heart was doing something

I didn't know if it was hurting or I'm nervous or I'm dying or I'm scared or I'm excited so I begged my friend saying that I'll give it tomorrow which is Saturday and she said OK

So on Saturday morning, he didn't even know If school was there! He was sleeping so he didn't come

But after school he came!!!

So on Monday I wanted outside his class again when he came out , I had one more friend with me,

They shouted calling him, they were pulling me toward him, oh I didn't want that at all he looked at me and left ad I refused to go to him

So tuesday

My friends stopped him he asked " what do you guys want?"

My friend said to him " she wants to give you something "

He looked at me

My hands were shaking to talked out the letter

He lost his patience and left

So Wednesday I went in snacks break and my friends ran to him and told him that I wanted to give him something and I cry al day that he ignores me and he told to bring meat lunch break I was really excited and also nervous

So I went to meet him at lunch break he just ignored me

So in 2nd snacks break my mynfriends took the letter And gave it to him and he read it ,

After reading it he was smiling and jumping

Literally , JUMPING

so after school we went and asked him about what he decided and he said yes