Wishful Hearts [Kujo Tenn Love Story]

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 Xana was unsure of how to take how Tenn was speaking to her like, it was unlike anything she had experienced before. It was obvious that the pink haired male before her knew more about her than he was letting on to know about. She didn't want to read about her life, she didn't want to be remembered that she was an epic failure at the life that was given to her.

"Do you know why I was treated and given this life Tenn?"

"I do, the person who wrote that book is an ignorant buffoon that doesn't understand the concepts of what depression does to a person. You personally have that and it hasn't been addressed and it should be." Tenn said seriously "The woman that wrote your story doesn't see what has happened to you as it being 'that bad' as if it was just to be waved off as nothing. I personally disagree with that, the entire book is about you. Your birth, your struggles through your childhood to get the acceptance and love of your mother, the grievances of your father at the age of ten and even all of the things that have happened to you after and between. I don't believe that the story should have ended with your death. It's pitiful and I know there is a better way to deal with the things that have happened to you. You have your day off tomorrow. Xaia is going to call you to confirm that you will be at the celebration. Say you are going to go but do not say you are having a guest with you-her knowing I'll be there will make her want to do more than what she's already planning to do to you. After she confirms it though-request that before the celebration that the three of you meet up and have them be at your place. If you have it where you were kicked out it'll merely make things harder for you. The Trauma will rise up and you will not have what it takes to stand your ground. You are an intelligent woman Xana, you need to use that to your advantage."

Xana averted her eyes as she heard the male speak. She was more than flustered knowing that someone was so passionate to be around her. Xana finished her lunch before she spoke up to Tenn. "You seem rather passionate about me, I have to ask...do you like me at all."

"Isn't it obvious that I do? Honestly like is a weak word for how I feel about you Xana, but I don't believe if I said those words right now you'd believe me." Tenn said with a sad smile

Xana got up and let out a sigh "You're right I wouldn't believe you, if you know me so well you know what you must do to make me believe you."

Tenn got up and smiled. "Of course I do, actions speak louder than words do. It's always been something you've taken to heart to a point that it is a life style for you."

"Good, you at least know that much about me. I honestly don't know anything about you so this is going to be a serious mystery box for me."

Tenn smiled at her, "I'm aware of that Xana, I'll be as open as I possibly can with you."

"Good to hear, now I need to get back to work. Roam if you wish."

"Of course, oh...I should warn you two people that are close to Xaia will be coming in soon. Ignore them if you give them the time of day they'll try to do anything and everything in their power to get you to humiliate yourself. I'd suggest that you don't go straight up to the front desk when you finish placing your dishes away. Instead take care of the books and keep yourself occupied that way. You don't always have to be up there."

Xana blinked her eyes a few times but smiled at the pink haired male. "Of course...I can do that. I will listen to your advice until it no longer works and becomes valid."

"Thank you, I'd like to keep you alive for as long as possible Xana."

"That is something I'm more than aware of...which, thank you Tenn...for being so caring towards me. It is odd after eight almost nine years now having someone actually genuinely care about me like you do."

"Never think anything less of me Xana, I would never take advantage of you." Tenn said with a smile as he placed a hand on his chest where his heart was.

She nodded her head and did as he suggested after placing her dishes away. While she took care of the books she saw that Tenn was looking at the section she had to be in so she went up to him as two males came into the library. "What are you looking for?" She inquired

"So...this is the first you come to huh? As for your question, I have these books where I live...just the last book isn't here or if it is, I am having a hard of a time to find it."

Xana took her phone out to look up the series before she looked at the books with a hum before she looked up at Tenn. "Meet me at the front desk, I'll search through the library's engine to see if we even have it. There are a lot of books that have barely ever get checked out and that's one of them if we even have it."

"Very well, don't over work yourself Xana." Tenn said with a smile before he left her to work and went to the front desk

When he did, he saw that the two males were talking with one another. "You two are pathetically low scum." He said with a scowl on his face

"Shut the fuck up you pansy! Who the fuck are you to tell us anything!?"One of the males shouted angered

Tenn looked unamused and kept the scowl upon his face. "I know more about the two of you than you two would want anyone to know about. Let's start off with the fact that both of you are shacking with a woman who has been keeping from people that she has AIDS not to mention a few other diseases that passes through via intercourse. She's been keeping you two and five other men on a leash on her pinky just so she feels validated since she is so dumb."

Both males stiffened hearing what he said to them.

"If I were you two I'd get checked out before you try to be around anyone else or you risk doing the same thing she did to you two to someone else."

Both males bolted off without a word as Xana came up to the desk confused. "What was that I just witnessed?"

"I told you I was going to protect you and I meant that. While you're as pure as a white lily your sister has been corrupted since you two were only twelve years old. She's been with older, younger and men that are the same age as the two of you. She has zero care or self value for herself. Of course your mother doesn't know anything about it though. She thinks the one with the male problem is you not Xaia." Tenn said seriously

Xana blinked her eyes a few times as she heard him speak. "I...I had no idea she was sleeping with people that early in life."

"You weren't ever in her life, so of course you didn't." Tenn said with a small smile on his face