chapter 11 🏴‍☠️

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Hyejin pov.

"Are you angry with me for running away?" I asked Joong.

Hyejin was sitting in the bath tub surrounded by warmth water and fluffy bubbles and rose petals added by Yeosang. She took comfort at the warm water as she waited for Joong to answer. The man was currently helping her wash her hair.

"No." Joong looked her in the eyes. "I understood why you ran. It's overwhelming for you which is why I asked the boys for us to back off of you. I wanna give you space. If you ever feel overwhelmed just scream at one of us. You have to speak up hyejin okay? No more being quiet cause we don't know what bugs you if you don't speak up darling."

He rinsed her hair and wrapped her hair in a towel. He stay sitting on the toilet seat and listen to her washing the blood off her body. When she woke up, Joong helped her to the bathroom so she could clean herself up. He figured after four days of hell, she would to be able to think for herself and bathe.

Joong sat there as she stopped scrubbing and looked at the window and just curled up in a ball.

"I'm not angry at all. I was scared. You understand why I don't want you leaving the house without one of us right?" She nodded. "We have enemies. Enemies that would like to see the downfall of us. Maybe kill us? Kill you. Some are more nicer than others. Some we don't know we even had-" He looked at her.

"You didn't" She connected the dots. "Newer gang." Everything made sense.

"It's very important you tell me everything that happened, Hyejin. Was he alone?" Joong asked.

"I don't remember alot. He drugged me a lot." She mentioned.

"Did he mention what drugs? Did you read a label? Hyejin this is important so Mingi can keep an eye on-"

"GHB." She mumbled softly, looking down. "I feel gross. He... keep touching me.... I couldn't stop-"

Joong knuckles turn white as he gripped the sink. Date rape drug. Of course that fucker would. He stopped to look up at her as she open up about the rape. "He forced me to be a pet.... I don't wanna talk about it. He spit on me and was nasty. He kept kicking me like I was a dog-"

She started to cry, "I try to fight back, I was so weak from all the sedations. I remember him ripping my shirt and forcing my pants off.... I wanted you and Sannie."

"It's okay babygirl. You don't have to talk about it unless you need to. You can always come to me if you're uncomfortable with something." Joong said sweetly to her.

Hyejin slowky got help out of the tub and Joong helped her we with her clothes. He then disinfected her cuts and clean her leg. "I'm still surprised you ran using this leg. My darling so strong." He tried to encourage.

"You know. It hurts me when I look at you because I see myself in you, darling. Me and you are alike. Our parents were alike. Except I killed mine. I'm not going tell you the whole story. It's very disturbing darling. I'll tell you one day-"

He looked up at her and grabbed the washcloth from the bowl to disinfect her leg, "Short story Hyejin,.. People fuck you over. I want you to find yourself and give them hell. All the people who do you wrong.... I see the younger you everyday running down these halls with Wooyoung and San. Sometimes Mingi and Yunho. Lucky if it was Yeosang or Jongho. There's reasons why I think you can't remember us. Your mind has probably put a block on all your good memories-"

"I dream..." She looked at Joong as starts to helps comb her hair and adds products to help her hair be healthy and grow. "I dream of mini me and you guys..." she started.

Joong looked up interested. "Yunho wasn't lying. I didn't know how to explain it but when I dream I see memories of the past."

Joong blow dry her hair letting the new information sit in. When he finished he brushed her hair more and braided it. "Are you ready for bed?"

She nodded and he picked her up and took her to Yeosang's room to sleep in for the night. They all collectively came up with schedules of who stays home with her and who she sleeps with every night.

Joong-Monday
Hwa-Tuesdays
Woo-Wednesday
Yunho-thrusday
Mingi-Friday
San-Saturdays
Yeosang and Jongho-Sundays

The schedule can switch up due to Hyejin. But when she was asleep they made a schedule due to their jobs. Hyejin doesn't know yet. The boys plan to talk about it tomorrow with her. The only problem Joong fears is the separation anxiety she might developed for them especially after her trauma.

Joong left the bathroom light on and cracked the door. He left fairy lights on as well. She was still scared of the dark. He knew this.

Joong left for his room, leaving Yeosang with Hyejin. "I don't wanna sleep alone." She opened up to Yeosang.

He chuckles turning off the light. "I'd hope not." He takes off his clothes leaving him in his boxers and he slid in the bed with her. He wrapped his arms around her tiny waist.

"Can I try something?" She turned to look at Yeosang

"It depends. What is it?" Yeosang asked.

"Can you kiss me?" She asked.

He chuckled, "You want me to kiss you?"

"I never had my first kiss." She shyly admitted. "I want you to be it."

"Are you sure babydoll?" Hyejin blushes and nods.

Yeosang softly grabs her neck and leans in. He makes a quick peek on her lips as a tease and then slips his tongue in her mouth and begins to be sweet and soft as they make out. When he pulls back he breathes heavy for air. "Did you like it?" He asked.

 "Did you like it?" He asked

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She nodded blushing. "I give you permission to do anything. You know? I wanna try things-"

Yeosang shakes his hand. "No princess. First kiss is enough for now. Take things slow with us. Okay?"

"Okay."

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