wherein karina and winter are childhood lover and got married after they graduated but it's a secret because of karina's work but what will happen if someone made their relationship mess?
I woke up and the consequences of drinking hit me. Yes, I got home not drunk but decided to drink again because I didn't see karina and she didn't even sweat to text me wether she'll be home or not. But I didn't bother texting her cause I know she's having fun with his "new boy friend" and she'll be annoyed to me. So I just let myself drown in the alcohol. And yes, she didn't came home.
"Fuck, my head hurts." I got up then go straight to the bathroom then when I got put I get my phone to text her
Wifey💙😾 hey, morning: u didn't come home?:
I waited for her response but I got nothing. Great, being ignored again. I bet she put me on silent sigh
"Are we okay, rina? how can she answer me if she's not even here." I fake laugh and text her again
Wifey💙😾 I'm not busy today, rin: how about u?: tell me if u r not,: let's eat outside, I miss u:
I just hope she isn't busy or have any plans today. I miss her so much even though she's giving me cold shoulder these days, and it hurts when I'm noticing her annoyed face when she talks to me. What did I do wrong? hours of waiting for her reply but all I got is 'seen'
"Wow, can't even type 'busy'" sigh but then a notif buzz
Wifey💙😾 :Oh, hey. :Well, I already have plans with my manager and Jeno and Jeno's manager, win. :I'll make it up to you next time.
Jeno again?☹️:
:What do you mean?
nothing, sorry: enjoy:
:okay.
"Always him." sigh "Is he that fun to be with, rina? because you're forgetting your wife." I laugh bitterly
boredom is eating me right now, how I wish it's karina who's eating me but yeah. I then scrolled through Instagram and decided to post new pic of me that my friend took yesterday.
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And boom the notification banged up again, I didn't know I'm this popular. I only have two posts though. then I read some of the comments
:Hot!!
:Marry me! I want a freaking hot wife like you.
:damnnn🔥🔥🔥
:Wow, Ms. Kim you look good in that style!
:can I kiss you?
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nd then after reading some I put my phone down and stare at the ceiling and think of how my situation with karina. I overthink again What if she already fallen with jeno? What if she doesn't love me anymore? there's so many what if's in my mind but I decided to shrug it off and gaslight myself that it's just for work knowing damn well that it isn't now. I never saw her smile widely with sparkling eyes with her friend nor with me. Only to jeno. Yes, I saw her with him at the samgyup restaurant because I was about to go at the bar near that samgyup restau. And lucky me, I saw her like that. And that worsen my overthinking. I just cried when I got home, I didn't even know that I fell asleep from crying that hard. And great, I caught a fucking cold!
Wifey💙😾 rin? are u busy rn?: I caught a cold☹️: can u take care of me? I can't stand erm my head hurts...:
I waited again for nothing and yeah, it's hard when you're sick and just by yourself.
"Aurgh, we don't have medicine! how can I ease my fucking headache!"
And what hurt me more is seeing her post but can't even reply to me, and what more hurt me? her, taking care of him. Yeah, he's sick to because her caption is 'aw, the baby is sick' just wow.
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I'm her wife but she can't even look out for me." sigh
Wifey💙😾 :Win, just text your friends. :He needs me right now. :He's sick.
I am sick too, rina: why can't he just call his friends too?: I need u too,: but okay, nvm:
:Don't be so dramatic, win. :His friend aren't here at korea. :Just call or text your friends.
okay.:
I just put away my phone and sleep, then waking up with this fucking headache. Then I decided to call my friend who's available, and it's ryujin
"Okay, I'll be there. wait for me and I'll buy your medicine too. You owe me a treat, win" she then hang up and I shook my head, always starve for a treat but I'm glad she's always available when I needed her. And after waiting 30 minutes she already arrived and I opened the door
"Yowww, here's your meds. Let me check you." she checked my neck then forehead
"What the fuck, you're so hot!"
"I know." she then smack my arm playfully
"Not that 'hot' I mean the sick hot! man you gotta take this meds right now!" I just giggled at her reaction and then obeyed what she said. Then she hand me a wet towel
"Here, put this on your forehead to lessen the heat. And don't take shower, just wipe yourself." I nods
"Thank you, ryu." she nods and smiled
"I don't accept thank you, but if it's treat then okay! you owe me one huh?! I gotta go now, win. Sorry can't stay longer, I still have work." I smiled and nods
"You don't have to stay though, thank you again for buying me those."
"Wait. Why karina isn't here to take care of you?" my emotion got sad because I remembered what she said again
"She has work, ryu." I lied
"But she can take leave, can't she? work is more important than you?!" she furrowed her eyebrows
"It's okay, ryu. Don't worry, I'm just sick though. You can go now, thank you again." she just nods and left
"I'm alone again, and worst is I'm freaking sick. Fuck this." I groaned
When I got well I focused myself at work to stop overthinking because their actions seemed a bit off. Karina's action towards me too. She's been treating me coldly like I'm not her wife. And I've been crying myself to sleep. I want to talk to her and ask her if we are okay when I already know that we aren't okay. I'm turning to be a blind eye just so I can keep her. I know, and I notice the way she look at him. And it fucking hurts me, cause she looks at me like that before. But now she can't even look at me, because how can she? she isn't even coming home. I'm just alone there at our house. And it fucking upset me.
