Winter's pov
She's finally home, but all I can feel is emptiness, sadness, and upset.
"Win." she called me
"Yeah?" I looked at her and notice a mark, fresh mark.
"What is on your neck, rina?" she touched it "you didn't even dare to hide it." I said and look away cause I feel like crying
"I- uhm win, I'm sorry. We just got carried away..." I clenched my fist
"Carried away? fuck that reason."
"Then, is this carried away?" I couldn't control my anger and I pulled her to the bed and I ripped her clothes and removed her bra and I bit one of her breasts. She was trying to get off me but I was stronger so she let me do what I was about to do. and I took off her lower clothes and opened my zipper as I push down my voxer and without warning I inserted my cock inside her and then I thrust fast as I hear her scream and moan while she's scratching my back and that pain replaced by pleasure I'm feeling while fucking her hard out of anger, then I feel her choked my cock as she reached her orgasm. Not getting enough I bend her over making her face the bed as I took my cock and put it inside her again and fasten and deepen my every thrust as she screamed and grip onto the bedsheets and reaching my orgasm I pulled out. Then she passed away. And a thought crossed my mind
"Fuck, I... I forced her, I- I raped h-her... out of... anger..." I go to the shower and cried
"What did I do!"
After taking a shower I got out only seeing her crying and my guilt eat me up
"Rina... I'm sorry. My anger took the best of me... I'm really sorry." she didn't looked at me
"I know, and it's my fault too. I'm sorry."
"Rina," then she looked at me
"It's unfair. You're so unfair" I chuckled bitterly controlling my tears not to fall down
"I know, I know, win. I've been unfair to you these weeks. And I didn't even checked on you, I forgot about you because of I feel something new," she said crying
"You've fallen to him, rina?"
"I- I'm sorry."
"I'm asking you, rina."
"N-no, it's just infatuation, win... but I'm sorry."
"Infatuation? really?"
"Y-yeah... just infatuation, win. Please believe me. Jeno and I got carried away."
"Bullshit, karina. Bullshit. All I do is fucking understand you, turn to blind eye. But fuck. I am slowly giving up." I said slowly my tears began to pour
"I...I don't know what to do anymore. We live in the same house but why do I feel like you're not here anymore?" I said crying mess
"minjeong... I'm sorry, it's just I can't leave my work. You know that we both need this. I'm so sorry..." she said while walking towards me
"No... d-don't go near me." I said and she stopped walking "I understand what you're saying, but it -it hurts. you freely go out with Jeno while me... always got rejected by your busyness." sobbing while my hands are on my face
she then hugged me "I s-said don't go n-near me, karina." I tried to push her but I don't have strength cause of crying and tiredness
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, min... so sorry" she said crying
"Yeah... always sorry. But you never meant it"
Karina's pov
I watch her go to our room, I don't know that's how she feel... I don't deserve her, seeing her cry that hard makes my heart bleed. I promised not make her cry like that, I promised that she won't be treated like my father treated my mom. But look at me... pathetic and trash like my father, after all it is my bloodline. Fuck. I messed up so bad.
I took a shower and knock on our room "Min... I'm sorry... I'll do better, I am not asking for your forgiveness but please, don't leave me... I know I don't deserve you. But you're the only one I want to spend my life with." I said crying again
"I will do better... and I'll let you rest for now, I'll give the space you want... but please? promise me that you'll comeback to me? please? I'm sorry..." I said I can't control my tears and sobs
she unlock the room door and that the sign that she'll let me go inside so I went inside. I saw her on the bed, I saw her eyes... her eyes that seems so tired for crying, her eyes that don't have any tears to pour... I walk towards her and back hugged her
"Min..." I hugged her tight "Promise me you'll comeback to me... I'll promise to be better..." A tears escape on my eyes
"Karina, I-I don't know. But okay, I promise. How can I resist you? I fucking love you with all my heart. But I don't know if I can forgive you easily. I-I... you hurt me multiple times." she said like she wants to cry again but tears can't escape in her eyes
"I know, min... I'm sorry, I promise to do better. I love you so much... I don't want you to leave me" I said crying and burying my face on her back
"I'll leave for awhile. And I promise to comeback as soon as I healed and when I comeback you're forgiven. And we'll start again." she said and that scared me but got reassured by her words
"I- okay, I'll wait for you... t-thank you... I love you, please take care... I love you so much, min..."
"I love you more, jimin."
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Fanfictionwherein karina and winter are childhood lover and got married after they graduated but it's a secret because of karina's work but what will happen if someone made their relationship mess?
