A day is a day...
But is it? I mean a day could last a lifetime.
Why so?
It lasts for a lifetime because I want to...
Hi! I'm Samantha Scarlet. 20 something and just started my third year in college.
College? Yeah, some might say I'm near the peak of success but am I?
I mean, there are still a lot of things I haven't ticked off or halfway ticked off on my Succeeded List.
Friends. Still not ticked.
Trustworthy classmates. Not Ticked.
Family accomplishment. Never been ticked.
Confidence. Not ticked.
And so on...
Let's just say, things aren't good when you grow up, especially when you've been an aloof for quite some time.
Ahhh... An aloof...
That's the adjective people use to describe me.
And it took me so long to realize that, that adjective suits me well.
I don't have genuine friends...
I don't have classmates who aren't backstabbers...
I still don't feel belongingness in my family because I always spend my time alone studying and learning the things I couldn't ask my family as they always say "I don't know" and I don't feel belongingness for the fact that my family expects me to gain honors in this degree I chose...
And I feel no confidence in myself at all in everything I do because I am not a natural-born smarty-pants...
But thankfully, I am now starting to see those things as good signs. Still, in the heart of the 20-something year-old girl, is a gradient void of white and black, encased in a colored glass sphere.
Still, she goes on with life.
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An Aloof's Daily Log
Non-Fiction"What's an aloof?" That's what people use to describe the 20 something year-old girl who never gets along with anybody and anything. "A day's a day", she says but to be honest, for her, a day's a lifetime. The question is, what logs lie in the past...
