Raven

Prology

My name is Raven. At least, thats what they tell me. I dont know who they are either. I dont remember anything before 3 days ago, my memory is gone. Sometimes i wake up and wonder who i am, what i would fight for....

Im hollow inside, empty. I would give anything to remember something, feel anything. They told me i wanted this, had begged for it. They tell me i said i wish i could start over. Why?

I never get an answer.

One tells me he gave me what i wanted. The other says hes sorry he wasnt there to stop me. They're not human, that i know for sure. I dont think i am either.

Sometimes at night when they think im asleep, i hear ones howls of sorrow...., and for a second i start to remember, but as fast as it comes its gone....

Through all the blackness i can hear this voice, one that im familar with, it tells me i could be stronger. I could walk away, but do i wont to? Was my life before this worth living?

I dream again, not the same dreams. Not of lips touching, sercrets words being said. This time its different. I dream of me, but i dont think its a dream, more like a memory.

I was cutting my wrist, my breathing stopping, and i died. I remember thinking i wanted to, that this was my only chance of freedom.

Maybe i shouldnt remember, somethings are better left alone.

I killed mysely, only i didnt die.