Depressed

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TW⚠️⚠️DEPRESSION⚠️

MYLA'S POV

I woke up and took a shower and went down stairs where I saw my 3 brother standing talking to each other. "Hey" I say and my brothers turn around "hey Myla, how you feeling?" Chris says and look at me with a weak smile "yeah I'm ok, what going on?" I ask confused and wondering what they were talking about "um we were talking and we decided it would be good for you to get checked out" nick says as they all walk over to me "checked out for what??" I ask and back up a step "depression or anxiety" nick says "what?! No!" I say and back up more "Myla- just here is out" Matt says and walks up to me "when do I have to go" I ask really not wanting to go "today" Chris says and I shake my head and I get scared. I start to tear up but try to hold it back "no, why" I say and hold back my tears. "Myla it could help" Matt says. I wait a few seconds before saying "o-ok" quietly still not wanting to go. "We'll leave in 30 is that ok?" Chris asks "yeah" I say and walk to my room. I just stare at the ground while sitting in my bed. When I see Matt walk in "oh hey sorry i was distracted" I say and Matt sits down next to me "no it's fine I just wanted to ask if your ready" he ask and puts his arm around me "oh yeah ok" I say nervously  and fidget with my fingers. "Hey it's ok to be nervous" Matt says as he stands up. I follow him downstairs and we get into the car with Chris and Nick. I put my head on nicks shoulder as we start to drive to the doctors. I was scared out of my mind, I didn't know if I should be honest or lie. Just before I knew it we got to the office. We walk out and head in. I stayed close to Matt reaching for his hand any time I got scared. We get to the lobby and wait there for a few minutes. We all stayed silent not really knowing what to say. Than we here somone say "sturniolo" and we all get up than the girl says "sorry only two people allowed so Matt comes in with me. We sit next to each other and my heart was racing. Than a doctor comes in. After introducing himself he starts asking me about how I have felt the past few months. And I was honest, I said I had been feeling lonely and sad and a few other details. He thanked me says "alright I'll be back in a few minutes" "ok thank you" I say as he walks out. "Good job you did it" Matt says to me with a smile, I just smile back than put my head on his shoulder. After a de minute the doctor comes back and says "so it seems that you have depression and anxiety, but we can give you some meds to control this, you can pick them up at the counter on the way out" he says than walks out. Me and Matt get up and leave and say hi to Chris and Nick "so how did it go?" Nick asks "he said I can take some meds and they'll help with the anxiety" I say leaving out the depression part, I could tell Matt looking at me weird for not telling him but I think after a few minutes he understood. So we pick up the meds than walk out and drive home.

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HELLO! Sorry about the short chapter but I hope you still enjoyed!!! Remember to drink water and eat today!!!💕💕

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