JUNE 29, 2019
18 Years Old
JOHN WALKERAs I got lost in Lily's smile I caught a glimpse of long shiny blonde hair. She caught my eye, not for being my type, but for being the one person in camp I didn't recognize. I looked back at Lily and saw her looking across the campfire. Sam. I cringed. Sam has been at camp as long as me and Lily have been. I don't think Lily knows I see her, but every now and then she is staring at him with her "omg, please kiss me right now" eyes. A stab to my heart. Fight fire with fire I guess. I decided to talk to that new girl tomorrow. I decided to finally be over this childish, stupid, never gonna happen, crush.
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I woke up the next morning and stared at myself in the mirror. I would usually fluff up my hair the way I know Lily likes it or wear her favorite color (navy, for your information), but I was determined to finally be free of this crush and let her do whatever she wanted. Half of the time I was sure she just felt obligated to sit with me when she would rather sit with Hannah or Sam. I walked out of my cabin and scanned around for a small 5'2 girl with poofy brown hair. Coast was clear.I walked to the back of the room where Lily and I's table was. I took a deep breath and took a leap of faith. I was going to purposely hurt Lily. "Hey! I couldn't help but notice you last night. Olivia is it? If you need a seat feel free!" I told the blonde hair girl. She smiled. Not as good as Lily's. We talked and laughed. Not as fun as Lily. Speaking of Lily, I had noticed her and Hannah eyeing me from the corner. To my surprise, she even started to almost charge over. As I looked up at her in confusion her arms wrapped around me, tighter than ever before. She gave Olivia a bitchy look and pulled up a chair. This wasn't like my Lily. Something about her had changed, was she jealous?
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camp crush
RomanceA 19 year old Lily finds herself at summer camp for the twelfth year in a row still in love with her best friend, John Walker. As she navigates her feelings for him, whether those are anger or love, she starts to find herself and realizes things abo...