Emily's POV
I remember that day so clearly, the day after everything start. The beginning of a mistake, a beautiful mistake that became a love story. My love story. I had just broken up with my ex-girlfriend and I was a mess by then, but when I was with her everything seemed to disappear. I didn't understand why but it was just that feeling that someday I could be happy again. I don't know how to describe it very well because I'm not really good putting my feelings in words, I never find the perfect ones, and that's a problem that I've always had to deal with. But the point is that when I was with her it felt like my place in this word was by her side.
I remember waking up by the alarm clock, i jumped and i turned it off, for an instant i forgot about the previous day, but didn't last much and a rush of thought and feelings come to me, and i remembered everything. I didn't want to go to school that day, so i just tried to sleep, but my mind didn't stop and it was killing me. I stayed a couple of minutes more just staring at the selling, thinking How the fuck this happened? I felt angry with myself, with my mind, with... my heart.
So i resigned and left the bed to give me a shower. But the shower didn't help at all, I was thinking a lot and recapitulated the moment over and over again, and it was driving me crazy, i didn't know what to do. I remember telling me that I was a stupid, were so many times that I think at the end I really believe it.
- Day 1 (Previous Day)-
I was with my friend Alison in her house, sitting on the floor of her room, we were doing a project for the school for the next day, as always we started doing it the last day so we were all the afternoon and part of the night doing it. We had to do a research from Shakespeare and something artistic that represent him. I did all the research part and Ali made a drawing from Shakespeare and around him thing that represent his stories and it was beautiful.
She loved drawing, it was one of her favorite things to do but she didn't like showing them or tell the people about her talent. I knew she was the Queen B of school but I never understand why she hided many beautiful and amazing part of her. I never asked because she always answered that she liked to be a mystery. But the part that she didn't know is that I wanted to solve her mystery. She was so complicate and I always tried to figure her out but she made that so hard to do.
When we finish it was very late and Ali was covered and dirty of the materials that she used for the drawing, but she looked cute anyways.
She was staring at me so i looked at her with a confused face, she opened her mouth like she wanted to tell me something but then she closed again, as sign that she changed her mind, and then she looked at the floor. I smiled at that because usually she said everything that crossed her mind, sometimes it wasn't the best but it was funny.
I made a bold move and I put my hand in her cheek to clean the dirty in it. This made her looked at me again and when her blue eyes met mine, I felt something funny in my stomach and a slight pressure on my chest. She raised her eyebrow like asking me what I was doing and I parted my eyes of her and I took off my hand of her cheek. I blushed a little because I felt embarrass.
She smiled at that and I asked her if she want to tell me something. She took a minute and narrowed her eyes deciding whether or not to tell me. She sight and finally asked me.
"Do you believe in true love? I mean, do you believe in soul mates, that two people are meant to be for each other, and that we just have one true love, you know the love of your life?" The whole time she didn't look at me, she seemed so lost in her thoughts.
I was surprised about her question because it's not normal that she asked these types of things but i thought about it for a moment, and then answered her
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My Beautiful Mistake [Emison]
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