Everything Between Us ♥ [ℓ.т./ℓ.н.]

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Do you ever think about where you stand socially at school, well I've been beginning to, ever since he had to bring it up.

I felt myself cringe at the thought of him. Ugh, what a jerk, I was living a perfectly fine 16 years, until he had to bring up the one thing that tore me apart. I honestly don't know why I'm obsessing over this, but it truly hurt, to know how society thinks of you.

I would always laugh at the saying 'society kills', but damn they weren't wrong. But really who knew, people these days are too harsh. What ever happened to 'treat people the way you want to be treated'. Unless the whole Jr. and Senior class wanted to be treated like shit, they weren't really following that saying.

Wow, I need to get some time away from mum, she keeps putting all these stupid sayings in my head. Maybe they are right, I don't have a life and I don't get out much.

Just then there was a knock on the door, "Sweetie come out, you need to eat before you starve to death."

I could hear my brother chuckling in the background, "Mum, she's never going to come out. She is too embarrassed, and I think that's the point."

"Michael Gordon Clifford, why don't you help me try to get your sister out her room, instead of being on that dumb phone of yours." She said strictly.

"Yeah, Gordon get off your phone!" I yelled through the door.

"Shut up Claire, and come out your room already. Get fucking over it ." He yelled back at me.

"That's enough, and watch that mouth of yours, before there's soap in it." Damn, slay mum.

She didn't try talking again after that, I guess she gave up. Oh well, I'll come out of my room when I'm ready, when ever that will be. Good thing we are on spring break and I have a mini fridge full of snacks hidden in my closet, thanks dad!

Honestly I'm not sure if I want to go back to school and face him or his dumb friends. I guess this what I get for falling inlove with someone that I didn't even know. Yes, I know it sounds bizarre but, I just couldn't really help it. And his beautiful sea blue eyes and accent didn't help either. Like this guy was perfect, he was like boy band perfect. I wonder if he could sing. Snap out of it Madison.

Look at myself, I'm going crazy over a boy who probably hasn't noticed me or would only use me for homework help. Who was I kidding falling for this perfect guy who could have any girl of his choice. I would only hope that he would fall as hard for me as I fell for him. But why would he, I'm a joke.

I've never dated anyone, yet I've slept with two strangers at parties, I don't even know what I'm doing with my life, and I only have two friends. One of which barely talks to me now that she has a boyfriend.

I'm a mess.

I couldn't take this anymore, so I plugged in my earphones. I scrolled through my phone until I found Ed Sheeran's new album and pressed shuffle.

A/N: Yay, first Author's Note! Anyways I just want to say thanks for reading the first chapter, it means a lot. Please tell me your thoughts on how I can make this story better and you can also put in requests on what you want to happen, IM NOT PROMISING ANYTHING. And also sorry this chapter is so short, I wanted it to be longer but i dont want to go too far So thanks again and vote, comment, and share. The first chapter will be up in two days ;)

-Totyana xx