Apart- Miniminter FF

Chapter 8

I looked over at her. She was curled up in the blankets. She was staring at the wall in silence. She looked peaceful though. It took some of the worries away. I finally spoke to her. "Hey Rosie." I felt my heart rate begin to quicken.

"Mini." She looked back at me. She let out a smile and completely turned to face me.

"No 'that happened' this time?" I tried to joke a bit to get all the worries off of my mind.

"That happened." She joked but then got serious. "I'm sorry things went this far. I didn't.." She had no reason to be apologizing.

"Don't apologize for what happened. As people say it takes two to tango." I could see happiness flood her when I said that.

"I know it's just you didn't want this." She looked at me.

"That's a little quick to judge don't you think. I was the person who kissed you and got all these feelings happening." I was just digging myself in a hole, a love hole.

"You don't want a relationship. You're 23 Si, you should be out partying and sleeping with girls." She sat up holding the blanket to her chest.

"Don't pull this whole you need to be you bullshit again." I sat up to join her. "You aren't in my head. You also aren't me. This is also my life so telling me what I should and shouldn't be doing isn't the best move Rosie."

"It's just." She sighed and reached for her clothes.

"You're scared? Guess what? I have been running through my head every damn situation worried about what happens now. I just slept with my best friend of four years. That's right we are best friends, not in a relationship. We have friends that are going to find out. I have fans. We have to figure out what's happening. We don't even know what we want from this. But you're right. I don't want a relationship but when feelings happen they happen." I got off the bed and put on my trousers. She just sat on her bed.

"Maybe we just need space." She laid back on her bed as I said that. She didn't disagree. I left the room and got her a drink and a snack and set it on her bed stand table. Her back faced me so I kissed the top of her head and whispered, "Love you Rosie," before I left.

After getting home I grabbed a bit to eat and headed straight for my room. The boys were all doing their own thing and right now all I needed was to be alone. I needed to figure everything out. Before anything happened I texted Rosie, "Goodnight Rosie".

I set my phone down and began to figure everything out in my head. An hour passed and I pulled out my phone again, "ps. I don't regret anything. I don't know why I put ps. Besides in hopes that it made you smile".

Josh had texted me wondering if I had made it home. I walked down to his room. He was the closest to Rosie so if anything he was going to be the first to know. Right now all I needed was to talk to someone. He was clearly up so he is who I went to. I knocked on his door and walked into his room.

"So you have made it home. You never replied so I figured you had just stayed at Ashley's."

"I got home like an hour ago. A lot happened after filming today." I sighed.

"Like?" I mean what else was I expecting him to say?

"Things between Rosie and I. I don't really know if I can tell anyone. I don't really know if I want to tell anyone. I'm still trying to wrap around what happened."

"Okay so I still don't know if something bad happened or?" He was just trying to figure out and I understand that but I didn't know if I should tell him or not.

"It can be seen both ways I guess." I decided to just tell him. "Well clearly you know that she likes me."

"Duh."