My mind is already dead. It's very hard to carry a dead body regularly. Why this body is not dying but I think it’s been taken away from me. I don’t even know when or how! But I know to whom it belongs to. Why didn’t you kill my body when you left me. In this world, nothing belongs to me not even my body. Then why didn’t you kill me properly! Why am I just breathing! Why You didn’t take my breath with you! Nothing belongs to me in this world, maybe it’s just my breath which belongs to me. I don’t wanna breath anymore. Why I just want to die! Why I am unable to carry this body which belongs to you.why I am carrying this body, Where I don’t have any right. Come and kill me properly. I am waiting for death, a Proper death.