Joong pov.
I want spend time as much as I want. I missed him when he ignore me but I can understand how much he hurt himself for behaving like that with me. I want to live with him as long as we exist.
I don't going to office. He resigned to job. I intend that. We only have us and I will keep safe us. Now we are together every second. We didn't go anywhere. We just play games together,eat together, sleep together. I don't want spend single second away from him.
I prepared everything about his surgery. Best doctors are ready at any time to perform surgery for him. They only suggest keep dunk happy. Give him hope to live and I think I am his biggest hope to live same as mine. He knows that without him I can't even spend minute in this world. I believe he will fight against this tumor for me.
Right now we are watching tv it's his favourite show. He went to bring snacks. Actually we planned movie today. While coming out from kitchen with snacks he had beautiful smile in his as always...
I can do anything anything to see him like this. How can God do this to him. He such innocent and pure. I glad he is mine now and forever. I am just staring at his smile which can make me head over heels for him....thenDunk: joong..joong..
Joong: haa..haa what baby
Dunk: why are staring at him
Joong: cause your beautiful and your smile...oh(keep his on his heart) I can do everything for that smile baby...
Dunk: joong are you crazy...haa
Joong: for you I am crazy, wipped, obsessed, possessive whatever you my baby wants...
Dunk just rolled his eyes and came to me. And I immediately take him in arms which is the most comfortable for me..then we watched the show with laughs, teasing eachother little and of course random kisses and hugs.....it always feels like my life complete with him. I don't anyone else except him..then dunk break silence...
Dunk: may I ask you something?
Joong: of course baby anything you want
Dunk: I wish that....that when I am in my last breath please hold me and kiss me before I die... you should be my last thing that I want see before I left my life. ( Tears falling from both eyes). I want to die in your embrace....
Joong: baby please don't say like that... please I beg you. Please fight for me fight for us baby... Without you I don't anything. Please baby don't leave me... please...
We both started crying I don't know how to control him and myself as well.i don't want lose him. I don't want lose his beautiful smile,his innocence, his presence everything. Even I scared of surgery but I boost myself cause dunk will never leave me he promise me....
But hearing this things from dunk make me even more scared...we crying non stop but suddenly dunk fainted. My hands and legs got freeze. I immediately take him to the hospital........
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