Dominated by a Bully

Fear Met With Aggression

I was feeling super not chill. Jade seemed to have some suspicions. If she found out, would she kick me out? Would simple rumors be enough? But it's not like a lot of people know!

"Love, you um doing alright?" Joey asked as I paced back and forth. I had already told him about Kaley getting kicked off the team and Jade's rather ominous warning.

"Sure, great, phenomenal" I responded back sarcastically. In all fairness Joey was also concerned, but he was trying to remain calm. I was not.

"Why would Jade care? Besides nobody knows anyways." Joey tried to reassure me. Well Barrett's roommate knew, but he's known for some time now and has never said anything. At least as far as I could tell. But he wasn't the one that had me feeling nervous anyways.

Emma had allowed Joey and I to sit in on her and Barrett fucking. She also knew Joey had been trying to spice things up. Would she suspect me of sleeping with Barrett? No, right? I mean, that would be such a wild jump in logic. I hadn't really seen her around much lately...

I was probably just being paranoid. Jade was just being silly, she probably had a similar conversation with all of the girls. Fear tactic, that's it, that's all it was, a fear tactic!

"Jessy" Joey came over and stopped me in my tracks as he wrapped his arms around me. "It's going to be alright. Nobody knows, she's just being cautious since the whole drama with Kaley happened. Breath, it'll be ok."

I hugged Joey back as I tried to calm myself. Yea, I just needed to breath. It wasn't that serious, of course it wasn't...

Once I had calmed down Joey took me out to get something to eat and we had a nice evening. It was good to just relax and talk. We chatted about a show we were watching and about classes we were taking. It helped put my mind at ease. At least... For a little bit...

Joey dropped me back off at my dorm, and I took a shower. Getting changed into some baggy clothes and heading to bed. But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't sleep. I could relax. I kept tossing and turning.

Eventually I turned over and grabbed my phone. I went through my texts and found the last conversation I had with Barrett. I paused for a moment, not certain what I even wanted right now. "Master? Are you up?" I texted him, biting my lips nervously.

"Yes" came his singular response. What a conversationalist...

Joey was a million times better at texting than Barrett. "Can I come over?" I asked, not wanting to talk much over text.

"Door's open" he said. At least he wasn't the kind of guy to leave me on read for a long time. I rolled out of bed, not bothering to change as I headed over to his dorm. I walked on in, not bothering to knock. Sure enough Barrett was in bed, playing a game on his phone.

He put his phone down and sat up as I walked in. "Little late ain't it?" He commented as I walked right on over. "I... Needed to tell you something..." I sat down and began telling him all about what had happened.

"I don't see why your stressing about this" Barrett sounded almost bored. "I promised nobody would know and nobody does. She's just pointing out that your a chipper person when your getting properly fucked" Barrett chuckled and I rolled my eyes. Ugh, he could be such a brute sometimes.

"What about Emma? Couldn't she put things together?" I asked, not letting this go. Barrett shrugged "I'll make sure she stays away and keeps herself busy with other people. You know, out of sight out of mind."

"Ok but what if" I started to asked when Barrett cut me off. He pounced on me, his hand around my neck as he spoke in a low menacing tone.

"I said ain't nobody going to find out that you don't want to have finding out. Ok? Play the emotional shit with your boyfriend. Me? I will keep my word, I will keep you safe, I'll keep your secrets safe. You want someone to worry about your anxiety? Someone to stress alongside you? Go find Joey."