O sathi re, tere bina bhi kya jeena.

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Yuvi was sitting on chair in garden, lost in his thoughts, many things was roaming around his mind.

When he feel a hand on his shoulder,
He looked up and saw that it's Mahi, his best friend. Mahi also sat down beside him. For some time they sat in a complete but a peaceful silence. Then finally Mahi spoke, after realising his buddy's inner turmoil.

Mahi-  Yuvi, you know you can share anything with me.
What's bothering you? Hum sab bohot pareshan hai Yuvi, humko pata hai tere or Gauti k beech kuch toh thik nehi hai. Kya hua hai Yuvi? Gauti aisa behave kyu kar raha hai?

Yuvi- He wants a baby Mahi.

Mahi looked at Yuvi with worried face.

Mahi- Or tune kya bola?

Yuvi-  Maine na bol diya isliye, wo aisa behave kar raha hai.

But tujhe pata hai na Mahi, mai uske acche k liye hee na bola.
Agar iss time kuch galat hogaya toh wo ye trauma seh nehi kar payega Mahi. Now He is not emotionally and physically strong enough to face another miscarriage.

After Several times of miscarriages now his body is too much weak.
3 miscarriages in a row, but usne hamesha Saab kuch strongly face kiya.  but last time Jo hua, uske baad wo bilkul Tut chuka hai,
Mai wo aaj bhi nehi bhul pata hu Mahi,
Uske wo screams, wo nightmares,
Wo emotional breakdowns, wo sab memories mujhe aaj bhi haunt Karti hai.
Phir se kuch galat hu toh, n- nehi n-nehi agar usko k-kuch ho g-gaya t-toh mai mar j-jaunga Mahi.

Mahi hugged his best friend tightly. Yuvi also hugged him back. And finally broke down in tears letting out his emotions.
Mahi also feel bad for Yuvi, he realise that how much pain he suppressed behind his jolly nature.

Mahi- Shhh, Yuvi chup ho ja. Tu aise royega toh kaise chalega. Tujhe strong rehena hai.

He broke the hug and wipped Yuvi's tears.

Yuvi- Mai or kitna strong rahu Mahi, I can't see my love like this now, phir se ye depressive episodes bwapas aa rahe hai.
Maine socha ki wo dheere dheere sab bhula k aage badh raha hai, but I was wrong, he is still then and there.
Now I'm feeling so helpless Mahi.

Mahi- Sab thik ho jayega Yuvi. Meri ek baat sun, tu Gauti pass reh aab, tune 1 mahine se thik se baat bhi nehi kiya usse, or usne toh kisi se bhi baat nehi kiya. Tu acche baat kar uske saath. Ha ek baat aur chillana maat uske upar.

Yuvi- Sorry yaar, mai bohot daar gaya tha, mai aapne hosh mein nehi tha isliye chilla dia uske upar, mujhe aisa nehi karna chahiye tha.

Mahi- Sorry mujhse Nehi aapne husband se bol. Chal thoda bahar ja kar aate hai tera mind fresh ho jayega.

Yuvi- But Gauti.

Mahi- Sonu hai uske pass tu chal.

Other side in house.

Dada and Jammy was not in home from morning, in evening when they came back they got to know about the whole incident occur in their absence.
Jammy was talking with Sonu, and kids are playing in living room when they saw that Gauti coming down from stairs.

Shrey saw him and ran towards his direction, and hugged his leg.

Shrey- Mumma.

Shrey then hold his hand, and dragged him towards couch. Make him seat.
And he also sat on lap while hugging him like a koala.

Shrey- Mumma are you sad? Did you cry?

Gauti- No baccha, I'm okay.

Shrey-I know you are sad, are you sad because pops scold you? Don't worry I'll also scold him.

Don't be sad mumma, I don't like it.

Gauti- I'm not sad anymore, because my baby is here for me.

They both giggles, and hug eachother tightly.
Sonu and Jammy was looking at them with happy yet sad eyes. That how pure their bonding is.

They remember Gauti's first 2 miscarriages which happen in his 1st trimester but on 3rd time when he successfully entered in his 2nd trimester, the couple beleive that finally they will be parents. But destiny has other plans for them, from 5th month complications started to occur and also after soo much of trying they couldn't save their baby, But the couple completely broked down as they got more involved this time. Gauti's mental and physical health started to deteriorate over time, as he didn't able to take the trauma, Yuvi was always there for him strongly stayed beside his husband.
And Shrey, he became the light in their darkness, he became the only reason for Gauti's smile. For him Gauti started to heal from every wounds. He is the reason that time the couple overcome everything.
He became a important part in their life.

And from that time, Yuvi don't want a baby. As the fear of loosing his love always haunt him.

Sonu and Jammy also join the kids in playing.
In that time Mahi and Yuvi entered in house, Yuvi came to Gauti and sat beside  him and about to hold his hand when...

Shrey- Don't touch my mumma. You make him cry, you shouted on him.
(He said while removing Yuvi's hand from Gauti's .)

Yuvi- Shrey baccha.

Shrey- Don't talk to me, you hurt my mumma, I'm angry on you.
(He said while glaring cutely)

Yuvi- I'm soo sorry baccha, please forgive me.

Gauti- Yeah, your pops didn't do anything baccha.

Shrey- Ok aap keh rahe ho toh thik hai.

Yuvi hugged them tightly, everyone looked at them with adore eyes.

After sometime everyone had their dinner, and they goes for their respective bedroom.

Yuvi and Gauti was sitting in theirs room's balcony. Yuvi hugging his love from side protectively, and Gauti resting his head on Yuvi's chest. Nobody is talking but there was a peaceful silence between them. Yuvi finally broke the silence...

Yuvi- Love.

Gauti- Hmm.

Yuvi- Are you mad at me?

Gauti-  No, I'm sorry for making you worried.

Yuvi- I'm also sorry for shouting on you. And sorry for ignoring you. Will you forgive me?

Gauti didn't say anything but nodded his head,  snuggling close to Yuvi's neck.

Yuvi- Love. If you want we can try again for our baby.

Gauti looked at him shockingly.

Gauti- Really?

Yuvi- Yes, but it's the last time, you know na there are lots of complications if anything happens you have to be strong. You will not broke down like last time. You know na I can't live without you, if you tried to do anything wrong, I don't know what I'll do to myself.
If you promised me your safety, then I can think about it.

Gauti- Ok ok I promise.
Gauti again hugged him happily.

Gauti- Thak you, thank you so much.

Yuvi kissed his forehead, and smiled seeing his love this much happy....

But also scared in his heart, that what future holds for them.

To be continue........

Ok, pata chal gaya sabko kya problem tha, aab aayege Yuvi-Gauti ka chota sa baby.

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