Its been a few weeks since the break up of me and Luke. I haven't really spoken to anyone since then apart from my mum. I've been trying to ignore everyone as i know they will have something 'clever' to say to me. I haven't even been on twitter or instagram. So i have no idea whats going on with my friends, the vamps and 5sos. But to be honest I don't really care right now. All I know is that we arranged that today we would meet up with the vamps to plan another cover.
Ever since me and Luke broke up I haven't been sleeping well so today I'm really tired. I jumped into the shower so I could think about things and feel refreshed. Is it just me or is it when your in the shower you just feel relaxed and you just think about every single thing going on in your life? Sometimes that can be a good thing. I feel.
When I had finished being in the shower I got dressed and made my way to meet them. I look out of the window of the bus and watched the rain pour down it. Today was a miserable day as you can tell. I sat still looking out the window. The people walking past were a blur. Well most of them, there was this old couple walking together holding hands. The man was trying to stop her from getting wet by handing his jacket to her and placing it onto her shoulders. Why can't something cute like this happen to me? I thought.
When i arrived at the building I made my way up the stairs. I don't have to ring to the desk anymore as Joe gave me and the girls the code so we can come in any time. I could hear everyone talking and laughing. I slowly opened the door. As I did everything went silent. They all stopped what they were doing and just looked at me. 'Um hey! You alright' Brad said finally breaking the silence. 'Yeah I'm good' I said walking over to sit with him. Everyone was still silent.
Connor's pov:
When Georgia entered the room we all kept quiet. I didn't know what to say to her, I don't think any of us did really. I know its hard for her. Well I don't as this has never happened to me before. I wouldn't know what to do if I was in her shoes.
'Come on guys! You don't have to sit round here all quiet' Georgia said standing up and walking off to the other room. 'Wow, I feel bad for her' Brad said. 'Me too' Louise replied. 'I cant imagine how she's feeling' Tris said. 'Well, I can' James said quietly. 'Oh yeah...' I said slowly.
Georgia's pov:
I walked off into the other room to get out of the way of everyone. I don't want them feeling like they cant say anything to me. I'm still the same person, well with just a broken heart. After a few deep breaths I made my way back into the room with the others. I waa glad they were all starting to speak again to each other. I made my way over and sat with Tristan who was helping Louise, Abi and Mia with something.
'So what you guys doing?'
'Ah just noting some song ideas down' Mia explained.
We all planned a few ideas for songs down. We decided that we would record our next cover in a couple of days. Also Connor suggested that we did a twitcam so that some people can get to know us better by doing a q and a. They said they would all help us by getting people to tweet us questions for us to answer.
We had been working on things for a few hours. I began to get a bit tired so I sat down on one of the sofas. I got my phone out of my pocket. I went to unlock it, i then stopped to look at my lock screen. It was me and Luke, I hadn't changed it yet. I felt like I was about to cry but then I felt someone on my shoulder. I looked up to see it was James.
I looked into his sparkling eyes 'Don't cry' He said gently.
'I'm not'
'You don't have to hide it you know'
'I'm fine, honestly'
'Don't lie to yourself'
'I'm not lying. And who do you think you are telling me how I feel? Eh'
I didn't feel like talking to anyone especially not James. He thinks he can tell me how I'm feeling. I was about to walk off by I was interrupted by James' voice.
'Because it has happened to me'
I turned and looked at him. His eyes looked like they were filling up with tears. I sat back down next to him. 'I'm sorry' I said hugging him. 'it's okay, I know how you feel' he said, his words felt a tight hug holding me together. 'You think they are perfect, they are the one for you. Like no one else matters. But things change and people change. Change in a bad way. Think they are better than anyone else. Think they can do whatever they want and don't think about the people who love them. But you still love them.. and it hurts. Really hurts and still does everyday. I thought she was the one' James explained. 'Wow' was the only thing I could say. I was speechless. Both of our eyes were filling up with tears. Most of the people in the room started to leave as they could see what was going on. 'Her name was Maia. She had the most beautiful blue eyes and blonde hair. She was perfect, absolutely perfect. I loved her so much. From the moment we first met I could feel it. I met her at the gym, she loved to keep fit. Which is something I loved about her as we had something in common' he explained. 'She seamed lovely, but what happened?' I asked, wanting to hear more. 'She was lovely yes, you probably would have liked her. But after a while she changed. We would argue all the time. About stupid things, she would blame it all on me. Which made me feel bad for her. So I would do things to cheer her up. But thing is, she was just using me. She didn't actually love me. She was secretly dating my friend that i would go to the gym with. His name was Ryan. One day I caught them both in the changing room together. They had there hands all over each other. When i spoke to her about it she obviously blamed him, they always blame the other person.
Im so, so,so sorry for not updating this in a few weeks. I hope you enjoyed this anyway. I also love this video I used I think it goes really well!
Also if you have any questions you would want to ask the band summer nights if they were real in a q&a. Please comment or dm me some . I will use them in the next part and you will get your username mentioned in it.
Also a shout out to @hannahhhxoxx because they have recently started writing a 5sos fanfic and you should go check it out and follow them!
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