Someone to Cherish (On Hold)

Chapter 9 ( They knew)

"Don't tell me he was the reason you left all of us? " win asked in a dangerous voice.

"Pa - hear me out first. I couldn't just control that time, my newly destroyed friendship and my emotional bond was taking a tormoil  on me. And I just did what I thought to be right at moment. I never imagined my one decision will make everything worse. " Pond said to his papa .

"I can't forget that day when you left . I was at watthanasetsiri house. Bright called me and said you left the country. I was So shocked that my All movement stopped . They all Started to ask me what happened. I couldn't even spoke, lump started to form in my throat. And I ran back to home. They all followed. That day I begged your father to give you back to me. Even He was helpless. I don't remember when was the last time I behaved that crazy. " Win described looking at his lap .

He again hugged his pa tightly as Win's tears again started to fall like a river on pond's shoulder. " I am sorry pa . I am so sorry, it's my fault pa, all my fault. If I only could turn back the time . Please forgive me pa. I will do anything for you, please pa just forgive your son for giving you this much pain . " Win broke the hug as he wiped his tears and looked at pond intensely.

" Anything? " Win asked. " Anything pa " pond confirmed. " Then Give me my Phu back. " Win said. " What? " Pond asked. " Give me and your dad our baby panda back pond. You know how we love him right? " Win asked. " Yes but What are you even talking about pa . I can't understand " pond responded.

" That day when you left, we didn't know where you go and how  you were. I almost went crazy and I couldn't actually focus on anything. Knowing everything Phuwin came running to me the next day but I behaved really harsh with him . That time I could understand anything what I did, I didn't even noticed what I did. But when he run out of our house bright entered and asked me why Phuwin was running out of the house. I still couldn't process anything and I didn't spoke anything with your Dad and locked myself in a room. " I somehow came out of the trauma but Phu never came back to me. Whenever I tried to talk with Phu he would make any excuse to avoid talking with me . Even when Gemini, Joong and Phu come to pick Fourth and Dunk he never got out of the the car or hug me like before. But whenever I am near Phuwin I noticed some fear in Phuwin's eyes. I think he is afraid that I would blame him for your leaving after seeing how I behaved with him that day without even knowing the true. Please pond give him back to us your father Also misses Phu . You know right how much your father adores Phu ." Win explained as Pond kept looking at his pa.

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Phuwin was sitting on a swing of a random park nearby his university. He was looking down particularly at nothing, thinking something deeply. Suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder as he snapped out from his thoughts and looked at the person.

Fourth and Dunk was heading home when they noticed Phuwin is sitting on the swing of the nearby park of their university. They moved to the direction Phuwin was sitting as Dunk put his palm on Phuwin's shoulder and Phuwin turned back . Looking at Phuwin's face Dunk and Fourth can easily say something was wrong.

" Phuwin what happened? " Dunk asked as he and Fourth stood Infront of Phuwin. " Phi Dunk can you Please ask P'Jaoing to come back?" Asked Phuwin in a low , exhausted voice. Hearing him Dunk's voice got stuck on his throat as he couldn't form a word . Fourth also started to become nervous as he said" Phu what are you talking about how will phi know about p'Jaoing" . Phuwin smiled at them bitterly as he said, "You guys always supported me right? Just like everyone did you also thought I can never be wrong right? Fourth? P'Dunk? " Phuwin asked bitterly as he looked down.

"Phu-" "It's ok P'Dunk you don't have to lie anymore. You really think I am that native?  Phi please ask her to come back only she can fix everything now . I feel so burdened now . " Phuwin spoke cutting down dunk's word .

"How you know that I know where jaoing is Phu? " Dunk asked nervously to Phuwin? Phuwin looked up at fourth then at Dunk as he replied " I know everything that you think I don't know phi. But I am very glad that even after knowing P'pond left this country because of me , your family's condition is all because of me, you and Fourth always stood beside me and supported me like no other.  Thanks P'Dunk that even after knowing that I am the solo reason for
which Jo never revealed your and his relationship in public ,just because he thought I likes you. Thanks Fourth that even after knowing I would never accept your feeling you never thought of breaking our friendship. Thanks for always keep supporting me in every wrong I did , but can you please stop pretending that I was never wrong and be a little realistic saying 'Phuwin you are wrong and you should stop now?' at first I thought you guys didn't took me as a wrong guy and loved me full heartedly that you guys didn't even blame me for your brothers sudden departure. But after hearing about your and Jo's relationship I feel like I am a culprit P'Dunk. how many more days P'Dunk , Fourth. it's been more than 4 years. How many more days will you hide? " Phuwin asked as his eyes turned red Because of his overflowing emotional threatening to fall down.

Dunk and Fourth immediately hugged Phuwin after his breakdown as Fourth said, " Nothing was your fault Phu , it was our destiny, I never became serious with you because I knew you're my friend Phuwin, even if I like you, you will never accept me , I knew the true , me and P'Dunk both knew you were acting as if you like P'Dunk so that I will not become serious about you. P'Dunk never told P'Joong to reveal their relationship because he respected your method and Phuwin we supported you even after knowing you are the reason of hia's sudden departure because we knew none can love him like you do . You did everything because you love him right Phu? And you know right everything is fear in love, even if you became a little selfish toward yourself we knew you did all because you wanted his good. Phu you were never wrong just the time was wrong for you and us. " Fourth explained as Phuwin cried while hugging Dunk and Fourth.

"Really? I was-sn't very wrong?" Phuwin asked while crying . Dunk and Fourth broke the hug as they wiped his tears lovingly. " You were not, Phu . You just wanted his good because you loved him" Dunk ensured as Phuwin calm down a little.

"You guys knew?"
"We do ."
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