As soon as we stepped in the room, I heard the click of the door closing behind me as I turned around to look at it but before I could understand anything I was pulled into a deep kiss, that had my mind blank for a moment. His one hand was holding the back of my neck in a grip but not hurting and the other was wrapped around me to hold me in my place . While his tongue licked my lips for entrance, it took me a while to move my lips while a part of me was telling me to push him away.
Now as my emotions are in check I need to protect myself. I need to be mature and I need to push him away. I sighed in between the kiss and tried to pull away but he held me in place. He pulled away but only a few inches.
" Don't " He said near my lips as he breathed , his eyes staring at mine. " Let me touch my beautiful girl " He said, closing the distance and again smashing his lips on mine. He tilted his head a little, getting a perfect position to eat me out.
I pressed my palms on his chest, his heart was beating so fast that I don't even know how he is standing stable. He kept his lips on mine for a moment longer without moving before pulling away.
His hands come to cup my face as he stares at me. " Never ever keep me away from you again please " He said, his voice soft and almost vulnerable. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
" But there's no truth in your words " I said looking straight into his eyes, whatever emotions I felt earlier were replaced by the sudden feeling of betrayal .
Of course I love him---- so much that I can do anything for him.
But I can't become blind to everything. Every lie , every game.
" I might not be a good person , but I have always been this sincere to you . " He said and I can sense the truth in his words . But can I trust myself now? I have never been right about him.
" The only time you have been sincere with me was when you told me that you played me and was getting married. " I chuckle sadly as I pull myself away from him and his grip.
I do not dare look in his eyes. I don't want to see the lies painted as truths.
He sighed and softly held my shoulder, pushing me softly towards the bed as he made me sit there. He slowly went on his knees holding my hands in his. I still didn't look into his eyes.
" Please look in my eyes, just for once " I closed my eyes as his breaking voice shook my head with tears in my eyes .
" You lied to me " I said with a sob
" I'm sorry " He said
" You were never honest with me " Another sob
" My love was always honest " He said as I opened my eyes and looked at him.
" Why are you-- doing this all? " I asked, my voice raising a bit.
" Because I love you " He said, without any sign of a lie.
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