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"sorry, but I don't want to hang out with you anymore" Ashley said as I stared at her, too stunned to speak, it was getting windy, the dark clouds started to form up in the sky and the trees were swaying to the form of the wind.

"What do you mean by that?" I raised my brows.

"Isn't it obvious? Look, elliana you're a great friend and I really admire that but you're just not cool you know..." She said as my heart shattered at her words "the popular girls invited me to sit with them... Without you, because you just don't dress fashionably and you're not cool so we're done"

"B-but, this isn't fair, is it fair to you? Don't you still enjoy playing at the park? Having ice-cream stained on our faces as we played tag?-

"Elliana!!!" Thunder struck as my eyes widened at the way she raised her voice at me "don't you get it?! I don't want to be best friends anymore! you're still so weird while everyone's changing and becoming matured but you're still the same childish little useless coward!!!"

A tear slid down my face.

"I'm sorry... Don't talk to me at school on Monday...." She walked past me as thunder rumbled then the rain started falling.

It was the same with my tears, I was nine years old when it happened. My best friend had ditched me for the so called snobbish popular girls at school and left me alone, I did make other friends but I just couldn't forget the heartbreak, especially when we would pass each other down the hallways like strangers, it was so heart shattering and I couldn't forget the day we broke up.

I made two new other best friends, but they left the school due to certain reasons and now I was left alone again. I was soon starting middle school wondering if I would make new best friends again, not going to lie, but my fifth grade was the best because I had a lot of good friends but yet again I was wondering how the seventh would be like, I guess that time I had no idea how much my life would've changed.

I made other best friends who each left for certain reasons, made enemies, studies became tougher and even had a crush on one of my best friend's cousin. Life was the best at that time, but now I was starting to miss it because of the certain changes. I guess that was how nostalgic it felt to miss the old times.

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A/N: hello butterflies!🥰 It's nice to meet you all and this is my first time writing on wattpad, for a long time I loved writing stories and decided to start one on wattpad, it's also my first time having other people read my story so I'm sort of nervous, but I'm confident it will end well. This story has to do with depression and insecurities because I know some people go through that and I go through it myself at times so I want to write a story on how the character finds herself and becomes confident to give hope to others to be themselves and cherish what they love, I don't know if it sounds cheesy😅 but I just want to say I believe in you all and don't hide in the shadows because it hurts more when you keep things to yourself, believe in yourself and come out of your shells.

Good luck to you all and thank you to whoever reads this♥️ really appreciate it. I don't know when I'm going to write chapter one because I've got school but I'll try my best to update earlier at times.

Bye and have a nice day😊 (sorry it was a short prologue)

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