sbg/ aidlyn short story's ( others ships too)

its over 2

this is part 2 it took me a while to think of it

the group was siting in the hospital waiting room for ashlyn's doctor to tell them something. taylor and logan where crying. emma and mike where also crying . tyler and ben where talking (ben was using his phone)about what happened still in shock she would try to kill herself. aiden was staring off into space tears in his eyes about to fall
while he thought about it. he thought about what if he asked to hang out what if he texted her what if he was there would it still happen?
ashlyn's pov
i woke up in the hospital my arms are covered in bandages and stitches and my torso has bandages wrapped around so tight it hurts to breathe but that could also be the punctured lung . i look around and see flowers and machines hooked up to my heart . i press the call nurse button. when the nurse shows up i ask her where i am and where my family is , she tells me she could call them in if I want
but my friends can only be in once at a time. so i decide to see my parents first. when my mom sees me she runs to me and hugs me and it makes me almost forget all the pain all the bandages. but when she lets go it brings it all back. i ask her what happened not because i don't remember but because i want to see what she saw. she tells me she saw a knife and my arms cut open. and it makes me cringe i feel horrible that she had to see that. then after thirty minutes logan comes in and he looks guilty. " logan why do you look so guilty" he just looked at me and said " ashlyn this is my fault i should have told someone that you where cutting yourself i mean look at you now your in the hospital" i just look away then say " it's not your fault there's nothing you could've done even if you told some or not i would've still done it" he gave me a sad look and hugged me for an hour till the others came in first taylor then tyler then ben then aiden.  aiden sat down on the bed and started to ask me a question" what did it feel like " i look at him confused before he asks again " what did it feel like to die"i say " it hurts horrible and the feeling you get when you realize you took your last breath it's horrible it made me realize i would never make this mistake again and that i don't want to die i never want to die i don't want to lose my mom or Taylor or logan or you or ben or lily or tyler " i started to cry but it felt different from before when i used to cry it felt like i had a reason to cry aiden laid down and hugged me while i cried into his shoulder.

aiden's pov

i was hugging ashlyn while she cried when she feel asleep i know i've been in her room for a while but i hope the other dont mind. i want to make sure she's ok. i've wanted to end it for a while but seeing what it does to everyone i don't think i could now . i start to fall asleep. i haven't slept in the past 2 weeks i've been up all night walking around my room i haven't been tired once till now i can't keep it back i can't blink back the sleep i'm to tired

they both fall asleep

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i know it's really short and i'm sorry it was aidlyn it was they only one i can think of when i think about comforting im still working on the prom and fair chapters but i wanted to make sure they are good
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