Drowning

Chapter 11

Hello lovelies, I've been absolutely exhausted lately and people have been very infuriating but I've meet someone new and I'm very comfortable with them now! They are what I hope to be, my future in law! Life has been a little tough lately and I think my physical health is declining quite a bit, as well as my mental health. But oh well lol I'll be okay soon enough.

Edit: ALSO THANK YALL SM FOR 252 READS!! It means so much to me, and I'm not the best writer and I wish I wouldn't have started this book without a better layout/plan/more structure but that's okay. I'm truly sorry about the lack of updates and I've truly been trying to do better, my life just hasn't been going to best but that is no excuse and I know that. I love you all every single one of you so much and I'm truly grateful for this. Thank you. Truly.
(YALL THIS WAS A DRAFT AND IVE COME BACK TO FINISH IT AND GUESS WHAT?!?! IT SEPTEMBER 28thhhh!! <33)

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The whole day me and Harry hung out and relaxed. We got to know each other more and we had some talks. I am getting a lot more comfortable around him and I like him a lot. I think I'm going to be able to trust him and let him in.

I have been getting a lot better and I'm healing from what you know who did to me. I am so glad that I met Harry and I don't think I could ever ask for anyone better.

Harry has been patient and kind and so understanding. I am so lucky and thankful for him. Harry has always told me how much he likes me and that I mean a lot to him and I think I'm finally ready to say it back.

"Hey Lou wanna watch a movie!" I turned to Harry who was standing in the entrance of my room. I nodded "sure Haz"

We make our way downstairs and I get settled on the couch and get the movie ready while he gets the snacks and drinks.

He comes back in holding bunches of snacks and drinks, he sets them on the table and flops down onto the couch.

"Oo yummy I call dibs on the crisps!" I snatch the crisps and he makes a mock offended face and I giggle, throwing one at his face. He picks it up and eats it as I play the movie.

I eat some crisps as we watch the movie for a few minutes. After a bit Harry looks at me and says "Lou?" I turn to him, setting the bag of crisps on the table and laying my head on his lap and look up at him.

"Yes Haz?" He runs his hands through my hair and looks down at me, I stare into his gorgeous green eyes as he says "You are the most gorgeous person I've ever met. Really and truly, inside and out. You are hilarious, kind, generous, sassy, lovable and just overall amazing. I'm so glad I got to save you that day, and I am so truly happy to be graced with your beauty and presence."

I tear up a little and I sit up and straddle his lap, giving him a huge hug around the neck. I mumble against his skin, "thank you Haz," I lean back and look into his eyes "you are truly incredible. And I'm so thankful you saved me not only that day, but everyday since then. You are my other half, and I'm thankful for you."

He smiles at me warmly and gives me a kiss on the lips. He pulls back and says "Lou, I hope this isn't too fast for you but if it is then tell me. I truly care for you Lou, and I can't imagine a future without you in it, and when you know, you know. Louis William Tomlinson, will you do me the biggest of honors and be my boyfriend?

I gasped in shock and smiled really big a nodded quickly, "yes Haz! Yes, yes, of course,a million times yes! Now kiss me you fool!" And I smashed my lips against his.

We pulled back gasping for air, I lean my forehead against his and said "Haz, I was scared at first but, now I know for sure. I love you Haz, so so much."

"I love you too Lou, we will get through everything together Cutie, go as slow as you need. I'll do anything for you my love, because I love you so much it feels like I'm drowning"

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ROLL THE CREDITS!!! lol I'm hilarious *dramatic hair flip* anyways. I'm sorry for the short story my loves, I feel like I've been depriving you guys of updates and a good story and honestly, in the future I might make a big sequel or something but I've been not the best lately so it's been tiring worrying about this story and I feel like I'm a horrible writer. And I didn't wanna leave you guys hanging so I tried my best. I'm sorry, and I'm so thankful for you guys!

If by some chance a writer who is interested reads this and would like, DM me and you can add to this story! I'll be giving you credits and I'll link your page on here! I love you guys all so much, my DM's are always open if you ever need to talk or just want someone to listen/to vent to! I love you all, drink water, eat some yummy food, you are gorgeous/handsome the way you are, you deserve amazing things, love yourself and TPWK! I love you all, take care.

This isn't goodbye, simply see you later.

Yours Truly,
-M