Ana is my new bestfriend

I woke up after not being able to sleep last night, going into highschool is so fucking scary because will people like the way I look? The way I act? The way I sound? Will i make friends? None of that would of mattered if I had my bestfriend Anna, short for Annabel but she doesn't like being called Annabel since it reminds her of her father since his name is Campbel and Anna's mother named her Anna but Mr Campbel gave her the 'bel' part. She doesnt like him since he was mentally abusive and left her since she was 9, he sent about 2 birthday cards and then some money and nothing. He forgot about her and seems good with his new family, i dont know much about his new family though.

After I woke up i took ages to pick an outfit, I dont have a lot of choices since my family just barely started getting financially steady but i dont plan on staying like this for long. I put on some jeans which end at my shins and some socks which were red and white striped with a smiley face on it, it gives an extra quirk.
"Emma don't forget your breakfast" my mother shouted as I ran out the house,
"Im not hungry!" I replied back, i would of rather given the toast to my mother since she works hard and know she wont eat anything.

"MUM, HURRY UP WE NEED TO PICK UP ANNA, I CANT DO MY FIRST DAY OF HIGHSCHOOL WITHOUT HER!!" I said, which my mother replied with a "okay, get in the car." I jumped into the back of my car which is so close to breaking but if it works, it works.

I got Anna and we are walking into the school.

"Woah people look scary here..." i whispered to Anna. "move la puta" someone said to after they shoved into me. Ow that fucking hurt. People are vile and mean holy shit Im going to hate it here. Anna pulled me out of the crowd just to be blinded by a group of girls, they look about 15-16 and they're covered in piercings and low rise jeans, black, dark red and camo tank tops. They had such good belts they were either studded or sparkly, I am in LOVE,
"Anna, look! They look so old and skinny... awfully model skinny..." i said, the more i think about it they have bodies of models, thigh gaps, no fat in their armpits when you wear tank tops and that disgusting piece of fat shows, blehh.
"Emma, stay away they're our ages and bad influences.. lets go" she dragged me away... I couldn't stop thinking how gorgeous their figures were and their faces, they are ALL models.

Lunch came, i've never mentioned it but i love food so much, i didnt eat my breakfast since I knew my mother would sacrifice her breakfast for me also i wasn't very hungry and I knew she was but now im STARVING. I got lunch, a cheese burger filled with grease and caramelised onions which were slopping out the burgers and a side of cheesy fries drenched in salt and vinegar, i know a school lunch hates when they see me coming. I sat next to Anna,
"Look how good this is" I made out before i stuffed and bit into the burger, sauce fell all over my face. When i finish the bite Anna wiped my mouth, it was all saucy and greasy. I finish the lunch in no time, not a second to spare. I put my tray and trash in the bin when one of those model girls i seen earlier seen me and shouted "oink oink" while all of her friendgroup laughed and howled, "bitch keep eating have you seen the size of yourself?" another girl said whom was apart of their group. They all followed it with laughing and I also heard someone whisper "have you seen her socks? Yikes...", they werent very good at whispering.. Wow okay, wtf was that and now im in the school bathrooms sobbing

What was that? Why were they so mean? I'm not even that fat... i came out the cubicle wiping my snot and tears off and saw me in the mirror, (really i looked fine, just a bit bigger than those girls.) I couldn't even keep eye contact with the mirror for a minute. I ran out and tried to find Anna to tell her everything but suddenly the bell rang. Wow fuck. I saw Anna a mile away ish and she was talking to one of the girls who called me such horrible words. Wow ok.

During next class was what the girls say true? Am I fat? Am i big? Thats all i thought about during school, it was the only thing on my mind. My weight and what the girl said to me. "oink oink" was it really necessary? After school when the bell rang. I ran to my mum's car I was clearly not okay. "Where's Anna?" she asked, i didn't reply; i wasn't in the mood to small talk let alone talk at all. "Em, where is Anna?" she said more demanding. I swear im going to lose it. "Em? Where is Anna?" she asked one more time. Before letting her breathe, "she's taking the bus okay? Just go." I said, i probably shouldn't of said that since Anna was talking to a teacher and told me me to wait after class after I was so distance to her.. The car started and we went off.