[ 𝙼𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚢𝚊𝚙𝚜 !! ] <3 - •~ ♪ !!

[ 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒖𝒉- 𝒐𝒉 𝒄𝒓𝒂𝒑! ]

|•- [ ♪ " 𝓒𝓪𝓷 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓮?
𝓦𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓪𝓴𝓮 𝓶𝔂 𝓼𝓸𝓾𝓵 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂? 𝓒𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓶𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭,
𝓑𝓾𝓻𝔂 𝓶𝓮 𝓲𝓷 𝓫𝓸𝓷𝓮𝓼..
𝓡𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓮𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 " °-★ '🌹 × 🌌'~ ] !!

I actually heavily relate(?) to this song (I can't tell what the meaning of the song is but I believe it could be about wanting to be loved?)

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AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
That was me right before we start marching and during we march and also whenever we play firework-

OH OH AND WHEN I WAS AT THE GAME AFTER HALFTIME,, MY CRUSH FROM LIKE 8TH GRADE WAS EITHER STARING INTO SPACE WHILE LISTENING TO HIS FRIEND YAP OR HE WAS ACTUALLY STARING AT ME 🤯🤯

Like I honestly dunno how to feel because he had kind of a glow up like he looked less twinky (Cackling at that sentence) and seemed more polite and reserved. I MIGHT be developing a small crush on him again..

Oh and also I did something really dumb where I mistook our team (red and black) as the other team (orange and white) and I accidentally yelled slay (but I think not too loudly) when the other team got a touchdown 😭 then my bestie yelled at me for it (sorta yelled) and I got a bit sad but then my anxiety(? Suspected anxiety) kicked in and I started worrying if someone would care if I said that by accident, and bestie yelled at me again and that's when I got really sad, so I didn't talk for a while until she kept making jokes (probably noticed me sad dammit) and I slowly got less sad.
P.s. I don't have thoughts where I feel the need to like hurt myself, I just get really sad and apologetic and feel like I'm really mean and stuff-

Uhh yeah anyway byebye !! Don't feel like doin' the 'lil outro thingy so uhhhhhhh
BYYEEEEEEEEEE Y'ALL!!!!!!! :D