I lie on my bed watching my old videos with Joel. Buddy comes over and snuggles up to me. "thanks" i say quietly as I pet him.
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The next day I decide to go to the park. When I get there i sit down on one of the benches. I put my nees up and wrap my hands around them.
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After a few minuets someone sits next to me. I don't look up. they put their hand on my shoulder.
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"I'm sorry lizzie" DANGIT! it's Joel... This week was bad enough.
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"I'm sorry. I know youtube is you job and I know you might not have alot of time because if it." Joel says.
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I stand up. "How do I know? How do I know you won't hurt me again?!" I say.
He takes my hand. "lizzie, you know I won't hurt you again. I know that you're the one." he says
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I pull my hand away. "no. that was your choice to break up." I say then walk away.