Alan | "𝓐𝓷𝔂𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓫𝓾𝓽 u"

Party

Amanda, meche, and I all go the dance floor and dance to our favorite songs and sang along. Everyone was having a good time Gabe is with a random girl and Alex just talking with some girls from our school and Lalo is just Lalo rizzing up lady's and I turned my head and I see Alan talking to a girl and they were pretty close then thankfully meche calls my name getting my attention

Meche- girl fuck him let's enjoy this moment
Y/n- yeah yeah you right

*The color violet starts playing*

Y/n- Ahhhh my song
Sing alonggg bitches

- I took my drugs and took my LOVIN when I left out the spot I left the party with a Barbie markin x on the dot she calls my phone up but I told her I'm a loner but she likes my watch and my drop top and persona we hit the highway, 1-5-5, with my whole foot on the dash
She's in my ear, she's got no fear, she could care less if we crash
But on my radar, I've got some nerve to play hard
I waited for my chance, but playboys, we don't dance, dance, dance
I lost my heart
Speedin' car, goin' ninety in the rain
She took my heart, filled it with nothin' but pain
This beat in my dance is not for romance
I wanna stay but, playboys, we don't dance, dance, dance

Meche looks at me like I have 5 heads while I go all out on the dance floor

Meche- uhmmm you really went all out girl *laughs*
Amanda- guys I'm so tired let's take a break
Y/n- yeah we should

Before I could even sit down I see
Alan and this girl... holding hands ... my heart just sunk I try to not show any emotions though but of course meche knows how
I really feel about it but Amanda goes sits on the other side of the couch and sees Alan and this girl

Amanda- what a dick uhm y/n you maybe don't wanna- Y/n- it's fine I don't care *putting my head down*
Meche- hey guys we at a party and we with the people we love come on we all single let's just not worry about boys and don't give a fuck anymore our fucks are on vacation
Y/n- yeah you right meche
Amanda- yeah be sides you and Alan broke up
Months ago but what actually.. happened between you guys

Y/n- *sigh* so remember our first day of school so me and Alan.... slept together and then the next day I get a text from him

*Flashback*

A❤️❤️

Hey I don't think this gonna work out and I'm sorry the whole thing was just a bet lol uhm yeah let's not talk about this to anyone

Wait what wtf you mean

I only used you for now on we pretend we just friends so the others don't think bad about me now bye

Alan wtf
Why
Alan
Answer

I fell to the floor and cried so hard I can't tell anyone I just can't I couldn't get out of bed these few weeks I just told meche I wasn't feeling well and that me and Alan broke up she understand then I see the whole internet sad about me and Alan breaking up...

*End flashback*

Amanda- wow that dick so that's why he didn't want to talk about it huh that's weird
Meche- I think I know why ever since Alan been hanging out with these other guys he have been different
Y/n- is Gabe and Alex also friends with them?
Meche- yeah but Gabe and Alex is not attached like Alan is with them
Y/n- mhm something just not adding up like out of nowhere Alan just tells me it's was a bet
Meche- well there this girl Natalia in that friend group she actually right over there with Alex
Amanda- ugh of course
Meche- we should ask Alex and Gabe and see what they know
Amanda- yeah we should

We walked up to Alex and Gabe and of course we see Natalia giving heart eyes to Alex

Alex- hey guys Gabe- what's up
Meche- we need answers
- for what?
Y/n- of Alan duh why he barely hangs out with you guys or at least why he acting different?
Gabe- welllll ok fine remember Tessa
- TESSA??
Alex- yup they got closer this year and Tessa and Alan been hanging out more with Jesus, Ryan, Jason, and other more people
Y/n- welp my life just keeps getting better
Amanda- I haven't spoken to Tessa since..
Meche- the incident we know *meche rolls her eyes*
Y/n- pass me that vodka
Gabe- careful
Y/n- I will be alright

I walk away and I took shots after shot and after shot then the last thing I see is pitch black..