Saving Bella

Prologue

"You're adopted."

Aunt Jane's words still ring into my ears continuously. 

"The dirty blood of the fucking Russians." She said. 

Why didn't dada tell me that before? 

Dada always told me I was his daughter and mom died when I was little.  

I wouldn't have ever believed aunt's words it if aunt never showed me the DNA report.

Me and dad weren't biologically related. 

My own biological family didn't want me. 

My own biological father used to hit me, aunt told me. 

I was a disgrace.

My own mother was forced to have me, in a dark cell.

She died for me.

Anut said only blood relations matter in the mafia.

And what's worse is that I am the blood of the enemy.

Why did Aunt Jane tell me that?

I was better without knowing the truth.

But I think I deserve the pain.

I know I am slowly becoming a disappointment.

I have been already lacking grades in school. 

I have gained weight. 

I got drunk even after my dad's so many warnings to not to. 

I have already become a disappointment. 

Is that why everyone seems to be ignoring me nowdays?

Did they realise I am not worth it, I'm just the daughter of a dirty Russian. 

They will definitely throw me out if I don't get better. 

My hands are shaking as I hold my pen, failing to get the right answer of the maths equation even after the hundredth try.

I feel a tear rolling down my face.

Can't even do a simple math equation.

So useless. 

My brothers don't even come to meet me as often as they did. 

They have more important things in their lives than me now. 

I'm always been so selfish to want them to spend time with me even though they have their jobs, lives and girlfriends. 

I need to get better.

After all, I'm just someone they took out of pity. 

And it's time, they realise that they don't want me too. 

Should I confront my dad about it?

But I think my family shouldn't know that I know the truth, it's for the better.

I hope.

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Ik this was so short but i wanted to show what's going on inside Bella's mind.

And there won't be frequents updates untill 4th October.

I have exams going on rn😭

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