I'll fix him - Toji Zenin X Reader [Toji Fushiguro]

004 stay away from me

The night was still young. Satoru and Sugure also went outside of the club after Toji called them out.
Satoru was worried that something happened to his sister so he needed to check on her. He was running outside like a little dog, he taking Suguru with him to see his sister.

Satoru still wasn't happy about the situation that his sister wants to meet Toji. He is afraid that she likes him even more than just a friend. Always when she saw him she told his brother that his friend looks so handsome, that she would die for it to spend time with him. They always joked about this, but now he thinks that she wasn't joking.

He sighed, touching his face out of frustration.
"Y/N Can we please talk?"
"Yes sure." She answered smiling.
Suguru and Toji were watching.

"But we need to speak alone."
He said and looked into his sisters eyes.
Suguru told Toji to go a few steps back, he hesitated but did what he said. Toji had a bad feeling about this, that Satoru wants to confront his sister.

Satoru made sure they both were far enough from them as he spoke.
"Y/N, I know that you think Toji is a big, hot, handsome or whatever guy. But-"
"Satoru, please stop this. Not again."
She interrupted him with a sad face. It breaks Satorus heart to see her like this, but it would be for her safety to not see this guy.

"We already talked about that this week, I had to beg for it that you will invite him with us, didn't I?" She reminded him and yes, of course he remembered that.

After the argument Toji and Satoru had again, he insisted to his sister to never meet him again. But she begged, she even knelt down in front of him for giving him a chance to change. But he knows that he will never change, and especially not for just a woman.

"He is a killer Y/N he kills people every week without feeling bad about it. And you want a guy like this? Isn't that disgusting?" He asked with a provocative tone.
Satoru was on the edge, frustrated about how naive his sister was.

"But what about you? You are also friends with him. Why are you worried about me but not about yourself?" She asked with tears in her eyes. She was getting angry, she wasn't able to understand why Satoru had such double standards when it comes to Toji.

"Because I know how to defend myself Y/N! You don't have the fuckin powers like I have!"
He screamed. Toji and Suguru were able to hear what he said. Toji wanted to go to them but Suguru stopped him.
"Leave them alone, they are siblings they always argue like that."

She was shocked, shocked about the fact that her own brother called her useless, weak.
"So this is what you think about me? That I'm this weak and that I perhaps don't know how to even live my own life?" She asked him with a painful and broken voice.

Satoru closes his eyes, taking a deep breath. He doesn't want to hurt her, but maybe he needed to. For her own sake.

"Y/N this is not what I meant. You're not useless or weak. You were probably able to have the same powers as me, you just don't know how to use any cursed techniques. I understand that you never wanted to learn them because of our parents death, but please also understand me that I'm so worried about you. Imagine he kills you someday? I would feel guilty, I would kill myself because I couldn't live with the thought that you're dead because of me. Because I didn't protect you."

"He wouldn't kill me." Was the only thing she said to her brother. It was a very heated argument, and again this idiot was the topic of it.

"And what if I would change my mind and learn how to use the cursed techniques? When I become just as powerful like you? Can I finally meet the people I want? Or will you still crontrol my life like I'm your little toy?" She asked him and Satorus heart felt like splitting into a thousand pieces. This wasn't what he wanted her to feel about him. She wasn't just any toy he can command around, she was his everything.
And it hurts him so much that she thought about him like that.

"It doesn't matter how strong you are, even if you're stronger than me one day. I would still worry about you, I-"

"What are you guys talking about?"
Toji had enough and went to Satoru and Y/N. Suguru wanted to stop him but he didn't care anymore, he wasn't able to hear what they talked about but he saw that Satoru was hurting her.

"None of your business."
Satoru said harsh. He wasn't happy about it that Toji joined their little conversation, but he is trying to stay calm for his sister.

"Oh brother why don't you say to your friend that you think he's too dangerous for me?"
Y/N said and Toji raised an eyebrow.
So they really talked about him, he wasn't expecting that. Or maybe he was expecting that, because Satoru started to talk about his sister a lot the last few times he met him.

"Please stop, I wanted to talk you in private for a reason." Was the only thing Satoru said.

"Your brother is right."
Toji said and Satoru was confused. Was Toji really saying that he was in the right? That he was saying the truth? They probably all know that he is right but they don't want to admit it, especially Y/N.

"It's the best if you stay away from me. It's stupid enough that your brother is friends with me. But I think he loves me too much to leave me even with this job."
Toji smiled, but everyone wasn't able to get his silly joke. Particularly Y/N wasn't happy to hear that.

Even Toji himself said it now? But she don't want to stop seeing him, she wants to finally get to know him, how he really is. She truly believed that he was a heartwarming person. But Satoru on the other hand thought that his sister just felt too much like a main character of a romance book.

"I don't believe you." She said while tears streamed down her face.

"I don't think that your this bad, I want to see it myself. You just say this to make my brother happy I know it."
Toji shook his head.
"No he is right." Toji said, looking straight in her face with a monotone, emotionless face.

"Stay away from me."