SOME BEGIN WITH
~true feelings and affection ~
AND ONLY END UP ON
~loneliness and on memories~
Joshua's PovIs it a recording
:he started the recording:
If you're listening this record it's probably too late .I am not by your side anymore.
Hey do you hate me now
you probably regret ever meeting me,right ?
when you think of us ,
are you remained with bittersweet memories
At night , do you cry yourself to sleep
FLASHBACK (other person pov)
*I work in the most famous marketing company in the world he is Hong Joshua my boss who is always with b!tches .
Btw I am Dokyeom .
I am sure that b!tch fulfill your extra hours.
I began to enjoyed his presence ahhhh....his expensive perfume aroma.,his manly imperative voice actually I started liking him,wanting him .
I realized he wasn't a son of b!tch as I thought.
"I'll wait you in my office"
and he also wanted me.flashback finished
:recorder:
I know I owe you a explanation
where do I began
I was already diagnosed with a deadly brain tumor before I met you
I knew it was a lost battle
I wouldn't survive the surgery
my time has limited
the days tick by and they will keep on coming until the unexpected happened
you were diagnosed with cardiomyopathy
you needed a heart transplant
it was hard for me to see you struggling with your weak heart
so I gave you my heart instead
I know you have nightmare when you sleep
it's best for you let go of your memories
(a warm tear fall from Joshua's eye)
flashback
Dokyeom:- Shuaa I love you Hyunggg
Joshua:- You'll never leave me right?
Dokyeom:- never ever
flashback returned
I never left you
I am living within you
I have my heart now
please take care of it
For the moment I met you,I realized I fell for you hard and I know the more I get close to you the more it'd hurt you when I leave
But I was busy
I wanted to love you more
I wanted you to love me too
to you, I was your best friend
but to me, you were my first love
we were two sick souls
when one survived the other returned
so don't cry
when you miss me
just close your eyes
and recall the memories we had
we walk on different path now
soon, you'll stop feeling my presence in your life
let go of me now
go on,
spring awaits for you
for me
winter has come
don't cry when you visit my grave
I might not reach you
when you miss me
I know owe you a explanation
( A fresh tears come from joshua's eyes while listening this all)
10 yrs passed
joshua standing near a grave with a bonquet
( LEE DOKYEOM)
JOSHUA:- Lee Dokyeom it's now 10 years
you said not me to cry but I don't know why are my tears coming.
(Joshua closed his eyes and started remembering all memories he had with Dokyeom)
I miss you, I do everyday, miss you a lot, I swear
Dokyeom, people said to complete our half baked story, we reborn again this time we get separated, but next time we will meet again,we will meet again nah.....
(suddenly a smooth wind passes through him)
The End