*2:46am*
Ugh I can't sleep & I'm starving!
I got out of bed and threw my hair up in a messy bun and put on my uggs.
I was wearing my Nike tights and a pink sweater.
I quietly got out of my room and tip toed downstairs trying not to wake up my mom. I grabbed the keys that where hung up by the front door and exited the house.
I got in my car and drove to in n out. Oops.
When I got there, their was a couple of cars and it was pretty loud in there. It was a bunch of teens laughing and chatting away. Of course with the luck I have Frankie and Giselle where there......
I was going to leave but then it hit me, I can't run forever. I have to accept the fact that they're together. We live in the same town and Frankie's my neighbor so I can't keep running away like a coward.
I ordered my food and sat down at the outside tables to wait for it. I looked through the window and Frankie was staring until Gigi pulled him away.
I went in to grab my food and I ate it outside, it was so peaceful.
Then Kelvin came and sat with me.
"Hey KJ" I said smiling
"Hey Izzy, listen I'm sorry about what happen to your dad and Emily" he said in a serious tone which was weird cause kelvin is never serious.
"Thanks Kelvin but I really don't want to talk about that right now" I said
"Alright I understand"
"Can I ask you something Kelvin?" I asked
"Yea sure anything"
"Have you ever loved someone and then something happens and you wonder if maybe you never really knew them at all?" I asked
"Yea and it sucks. Is this question towards Frankie?" He said/ asked
"Well yea maybe just part of it. It's just that like I do all this shit for people and then I wake up and I'm empty. I have nothing... I always get myself in these fucking situations. I give everything to other people and nobody ever... I never... I don't get what I want" I said fighting back my tears
"You just have to stay positive and happy through all the bullshit life throws at you Bella and you're capable of that and you know it" he said
"Well after what I went through with Frankie." I said with my eyes tearing up
"I'm scared that if I let myself be happy for even one moment that the worlds just going to come crashing down on me all"
"Listen to me Bella you're a strong passionate girl with big dreams and Frankie really fucked up loosing a girl like you" he said walking back inside.
I grabbed my bag and drove back home.
*KELVINS P.O.V*
I walked back in and seen Giselle and Frankie making out.
I pulled him by the arm and said "come on Frankie I need to talk to you"
"What the fuck bro" he said
"It's important"
He walked behind me and we were outside.
"What the hell are you doing?" He asked angrily
"Me? You mean What the hell are you doing, you're hurting Isabella"
"How do you know. She probably moved on already with Gabriel"
"Cause I talked to her she needed someone to talk to about her feelings" I said
