ONE SHOTS

I hate being interrupted.......

I have visited John before also but every time there is something new, the thrill of meeting secretly or the thing she has planned for me and whatnot!!

I sometimes feel bad that I am using my therapist for sexual endeavors but then I feel like this is a part of growing and isn't it also a goal of therapy?

He has asked me to meet me at the home office, I have never been there, so he may be more secure in our relationship.

I ring the bell and wait

The door opens and I see a woman who is very old. She lets me in and gives me the directions to the office.

I enter the office and its empty. He isnt here yet. I look around the office its really warm and makes you comfortable, the couch is very comfortable and the colours of the room are calm and peaceful with greens and beige, and the mahogany wood table. I wait for him.

"Hi, Zoey, I am so sorry I am a little late" he looks so good and doesn't look like he has been working since morning. He sits next to me on the couch.

"Its okay Dr. I just came here, so I wasn't waiting for a long time," I say taking in a long breath.

"So Zoe what brings you here today"

"John as you know I have feelings for this guy and it's just making things a lil complicated. You see he hasn't been texting me frequently and it's causing me anxiety. I mean we used to talk so frequently until 2 weeks ago but this sudden change is not okay with me."

His hands slowly caress my thigh and it makes me feel better. "Zoe, we have talked about how its okay to give the person the benefit of the doubt because he might be busy, talk to him and ask him"

"But John I feel bad that I need this constant need of attention from him, why??? Why can't i just be okay with him ignoring me, why can't I move on? I mean it's just a crush. I am 22 and i should be able to handle it by now." his hands are on me and he looks at me with all the affection one can.

" Zoe, its okay to feel this way, you are damn attractive and its okay to seek attention" his hands are slowly reaching my upper thigh. God feels so good. "A woman like you needs attention and a guy like him doenst deserve you. I have told you before YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER" he always says this, but I can't see it. Carl is such a sweetheart.

"John, Carl is a real nice guy"

John looks at me, his hands have reached my thong. He is slowly slowly rubbing his finger along its edge. I moan. "John this feels so good"

"I know Zoe and you deserve this."

Suddenly he pulls me up and kisses me passionately. With tongue, hands around my neck, caging me and making me feel safe.

*****JOHN'S POV****

I break the kiss and pull her hand to take her to my room. We can hold off the session for some time.

"Zoe I am gonna put this session on hold, I need urgent attention"

I see her blushing and she willingly follows me to my bedroom. My bedroom gives a very masculine vibe, with deep brown textured wood everywhere. "This room is on everyone's list to spend a night with me here and not everyone gets the chance. You must feel really happy and proud of this achievement.

"YESSS you have no idea how happy I am and how much i have dreamt of this room. This is far better than i ever imagined......." I zone out of her voice, i grab her from behind. She stops talking. "Zoe should we begin?" have seen her so often, and she is one of my favorite clients. She is a plus-size and very fun to be with but she has very low self-esteem. This Carl guy knows this and plays well. He should not be doing it but then how would I have met her. huh!